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still feelin guilty over fridae... now i ponder, if i wasnt tt foolish n tot twice, things wud not have happened now... its hard... i cn never forgive myself for wat i've done to someone so innocent.. althou im forgiven, the guilt i carry forever... i dunnoe wt is happenin to me... its like i've changed.. frm bad to worse... i myself dunnoe y... nk mati ke?? hu noes...
saturday
woke up in the mornin to cries of my nephew.. he ws hungry.. made him milk.. den my sister asked... did i notice dat my nephew actually slept together with me yest... i was suprised.. going like relli.. n she said it was for real... it was hillarious cause i dun even remember dat he was still on my bed before goin to slp.. pelik2...
chatted with wan for 2 hrs... the conversations were quite tight... der somethin in the air tts just not ryte.. den log off coz mummy is caling me to bake cookies.. its the savoury choc chip cookies by cik manisah... yum3... keke... nasib cuti...keke... baked n baked n baked... watch dae chang guem at 7.30 ti 9.30... still not yt finished... keke... at abt 15 mins after.. cleaned up.. and finally... its settled... dumped evritin into the tupperware n went to wash up... after tt had to attend to my nephew coz my sis was sick n my mum was busy in the washroom... soon after the bola slept... wan called n talked for a wile till his soccer is on... haiya... bola pat rumah sini, pat sane plk tgk bola... tts y im here.. venting my loneliness...
cant wait for wednesday, girls day out... dun forget to bring cash gerls!!!
