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feel insecure, what should i do to change the situation friday
nurul, i feel i owe u a public apology... wad i did was foolish... hw cud i ever doubt such a sincere heart like u..
im influenced by the situation n i felt u wer the perfect candidate. to tt person hu msg me all dose tings, i partly blame u coz u stressed my mind n cozme to hurt a fren... a pure fren... to nurul, i was foolish cause i followed to much of my heart without using my head.. n i noe u hve forgiven me but i cn nvr forgive myself.. i shall stay away frm everyone frm nw on... coz all i did was hurt....
thursday
went to wan's house 2 dae... it was practically movie day...watch this n tt... my heart still disturbed a bit by wat i saw, n wat i read... one request from me, its either u tell me not to touch ur laptop or u delete all dose stuff tt myte get me thinkin hay wiredly.. ok... ur stuff, ur choice...
wednesday
went out with mama, abg and nuriyn to geylang.. it was a lonely bus ride as i 4got to bring my stoopid mp3, woops, my sisters mp3 i mean.luckily ders one kind person hu was messaging me, keeping me companied all the way till i reach der...
wen we reach der, mama wanted to buy yaya sandals n shoe for raye later. she gt for nuriyn one beautiful blck shoe n a green crocs... n this yaya, u noe little kids, dun want to take dem off.. so we had to chain her... hahaha not tt extreme though... keke... after tt we walked to joo chiat place. at der we bought this vcd, ganyut - tak tentu pasal...den we headed to kampung melayu. we walk toward the back n it was quite deserted, both of ppl n shops. but the stuff der quite beautiful especially the kebaye... simply love the one in blue.. but too bad... cnt buy.. to ex...wad to do... den we went to the geylang temp market.. der i bought two tops, blue n brown in colour.. 2 for ten only, it was at frez khan shop.. not bad la the material.. worth the price.. we bought all the stuff we need n headed home..
wen we are eunos stop, there was an elderly lady hu asked this dunman skul gerl for help to tap her ezlink as the lady was far off inside the bus.. but this girl, like one blur, shake her hands saying , i dun want.. funny sey... at last this lady cudn't take it n she just push her way thru the front and tap it for the old lady.. the girl damn paiseh redi...hillarious n cute... the expressions i saw on tt day...kekeke....
been to wan's place to take care of him.. he was sick, running quite a high temperature, n vomitting... i think its because of the haze... wish i cud reprimand those idiots.. don't they know tt they are actually kiling demselves.... ppl.. nvm abt tt, so i laze arnd at his house while keepin an eye on him...played on his lappy wen he was sound asleep... found some unpleasant stuff.. yes, wan, it pains me to c all dis.. evri nyte i asked myself.. wer did i go wrong... wad did i do to deserve this... but comes to know, im just foolish... it was his lappy as usual, givng way, bein more den 5 or 6 yrs, it shwed me sumthin tt was der like 2 yrs, n u noe me ppl, i panicked... strted thinkin negavtively...
