Mood swings have been in me this few days... I wonder why... I get sensitive over anything ... even though it’s not rational to... question of the day: "what is wrong with me?"... stress maybe.... I can never possibly answer that cause if I knew, I won't be asking... see now itself I am sounding so confused... what is wrong with me sayang... is it the medication or a sign ??? haiz... now... I’ll better digress the purpose of posting...
"Always look on the bright side of life???" Friday was much love... I had no school cause we are heading to study week which officially starts tomorrow... and it was a long day spend with my darlings... planned to have breakfast at his school... and the planned was executed.. had experience being in ITE classes... and it was freggin' late back.... even their teacher allowed me in class.... how freaking cool is ITE... now i wished I had fail... haha.... seow!!! had breakfast set a.k.a half boiled egg and kaya toast... my goodness... it is much LOVE.... even speaking of it made me drool... except that sayang took the wrong sauce... :p keke... sorry sayang... u are my doink2... love you... after breakfast went inside his class... he was having something called PLC... the think that has something to do with vacuum... and he got his application form for polytechnic... and he wants go SP... :'( - sob sob.... go la go.. hmmphhh.. dun want friend you already.... we'll see how long you can stand not meeting me... cause I cannot stand anything more than a month... wek3... now I feel so emo ready... shit la... change topic!!!! after everything head to his house... to relax while he go for Friday prayers... it was funny being in his house and being the only one awake... his sister was sleeping... just reached home from work at 5am... den I watch animal planet and saw the late Steve Irwin.. and also watched discovery channel about FBI files... I realize I like watching documentaries after all... especially about Mother Nature... sayang came back at 2... and we watched BRUCE ALMIGHTY.. Hilarious... still remembered when I watched in at the movies together with azizun and FAezah... we were seated right in front of the screen.. "technically"... after watching the movie, we got ready to go to my friend's, FAi pit... while waiting for khai and ying chyn, we headed to GIANT and bought corntos... after meeting them, we took 196 and drop at a stop.... we had to walk to ECP...Faizil was such a donut... he told us his pit was near Mac... but it wasn't.... we walked at least a kilometer before reaching d43... tiring.... it was fun.... being chef nuraini... huahuahau... that donut nonsense la.. Haha... it was nice experiencing night life.... I’ve always loved it anyway... we took bus to bedok inter... Then flagged a cab because I was running late... and I was getting on his nerves... you know me... how impatient I am sometimes... very bad... I know... I know... eventually, continuing to trust him, we finally managed to flag a cab... un fortunately, it was a short ride for him as, it would be lame if I asked him to sent me home when we are already in bedok right??? unfortunately, twenty eight had to appear and this means that I’ve just lost $7 as the bus was right in front of my cab the whole time... get down and take the cab?? Seriously ridiculous... halfway home.. Darling called and accompanied me till I reached home... I may have not thank you enough, but thank you sayang... mucks’....
The next morning had an early day... no, not breakfast at his school again but I had to go for my monthly appointment at TBCU.. troublesome.?? Try being in my shoes... lucky it was fasts one... interviewed by the doctor, examined and off we go to collect the pills... and voila'! We’re done!!! After that, I again gave my darling a hard time ... this time, deciding for a place to eat... I don't know what's wrong with me... I feel much disorientated.... cannot explain what's wrong... haiz... lucky he's a patient man... he is there calm and collected every time I rejected his idea... I just feel, when I’ve decided upon something a doubt will appear kind of thing... sorry sayang for giving you such a hard time... really really sorry dear... muacksss... after all my fumbling jumbling head, bugis, zam2,toa payoh,city hall... we finally came to a conclusion, changi... and all of that was while waiting for the train... I think my saying breathe a heavy sight of relief after hearing my agreement... then in the train towards city hall.. I still had doubts... then seeing my sayang face... I was like really troubling him.. So I make myself belief that this is what I want.... then eventually we dropped at bugis then took 2... Why??? Budget la... my ez-link running low...
Upon reaching changi... we bought food... and went by the beach to eat.. Took picture.... here's one of them :

keke.. put his face is enough.. cute kan??? keke... then after that off home.... slacked around and watched TV the whole day....
on Sunday, went jogging.... and also watched sayang play football at EVSS.... keke.. then he told me, he felt different seeing me today... like extra special.... I really wonder what that means... shall continue lazing around for now... and shall ask him what is so special... keke... bye....
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