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today was the very bestest la i tell you... had an outing with friends... FEEt and IcHez...
breakfasT was shared with Happy-FeeT... keke... she treat me to sumptious breakfast at BK... what else could be better than this... sweetness sedap tau... lagi2 free... next time its my turn ok???
lepas tu hit the waters.... swimming!!!! finally... and someone got a comment from some guy that she was good in swimming at the same time laughing at how i swim.. very bad right that person.. well, it is the fact.... i am not good at swimming either.. while doing frog style, it looked like a toad instead... hahaha.... i'm cool with it.. don't worry... FeeT is Good at Swimming... she is my life guard!!! keke... boleh eh FeeT???
swim punyer swim si budak bangun lambat pun sampai.. da tukar dier nyer baju... dier tak tau lock locker lak... nk pakai locker canggih pastu tak tau pakai.. aper dah... den swim nyer swim, si budak bangun lambat nie da penat... kiter yang rendam lagi lama dari dier, swim lamer lagi tak penat.. dier da penat... weak la babe...
after swimming, we went to eat at SRI SUN... STREET 81 ok??? remember tau... for that someone.... who forgot... ok??? semua makan.. iChez was deeply satisfied with her Briyani Ayam... to me it was ok2 la... the rice isn't that good though... maybe she was hungry.... FeeT wasn't that satisfied... perhaps the puree was a little disappointing ... for me too.. it was suppose to be fluffy.... darn... after that it was Kaya Toast and Ice Kacang at a coffee shop not far from there... they literally put peanut, grounded peanut not red bean you know... it was an ok thing for me... but still weird!!
after that took bus to inter... this late person tired, cannot walk... aiyoyo... da la lambat!!! blueks :P... we walked around and ended up at this fashion.. saw an eye-catching dress... so want to buy, but... as you all know, reality strucked me.. im stripped of Cash for all this stuff... but i badle need a new SHOE!!!! anyone who is rich enough to buy me one... i have none for my attachment.. cekik darah betul... the present one make my feet smell like shit decaying... urrrghhh!!!!
i'm super depressed... i just got dupped for that... alamak.. spoil my mood la.... well not really.. at least someone asked me out... someone who sees my presence as a gift.... i'm dupping you for that... fair enough...
p.s: nothing is more depressing that you know that you're not needed...
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Labels: bored this is ironicly boring.. yes yes yes.... i actually have nothing to work on... some say i should be rejoicing but i know this spells for danger as the coming week will be darn hectic i tell you... scary scary scary.... here i am doin 3DsMax while it has nothing to do with my project.. my computer don't have the software for now and internet resources are very shallow about the software... so tell me what should i do???
i don't want to be sitting down and doin nothing... if i wanted to plan where should i start... there's no basis for the planning... so there's no way i can start... sir!! i want to start work.. this endless computer staring is killing me.. i want to go up and study 3DsMax but i'm afraid i'm not welcome cause i am not required to attend it... arghh.. goodness... i hope tomorrow will not be like this if not i'll be devising a plan of total madness... bringing my laptop and watching movies...
P.S : i want to do work!!!!
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Labels: a new beginning or start of hell oh no... i am in an ultimate dilemma!!! goodness... i have 2 zoo invitations... which should i go... my pocket is kinda dry... what should i do... someone... enlighten me..
today's highlight, while watching news at Suria Channel, there was this Singapore Day celebrated in NEW YORK... and guess who i saw... MR JEFFERY AW!!! keke... sporting his black shades and grey shirt... i don't know why i was so excited upon seeing him that i keep telling my mom that was my teacher... JAKUN EH?!?!
and horror, SIP is totally like tomorrow... and working with the primary school crush i look forward to.. hahaha... IRWAn, you better be JEALOUS!!! muahahaha... i look forward to gain experience in this cause the fact that we don't get paid... i know, i know... all the other poly's must either be laughing or looking at us phateticly... i better gain something from this cause i'm doin it for FREE!!!
and the set back for everything is i won't be free on weekdays afternoon's ANYMORE till august... the work duration is dreadful... but let's look it at a positive side ( i get to work with the primary school crush!!!) hahaha..... well, not that IRWAn would have the time to read this... most to most he knows better than this... yeah?!?
pictures spent on friday at his home has yet to come in... darn, they had no electricity, you can imagine how "wet" i was while waiting for him to come back from friday prayers... i wonder how Nisa can ever sleep soundly in this humid atmosphere on that hot couch... and she was using the blanket some-more...
i think that's about it.. there might be lesser post for now... i think....
i'll miss you!!!
P.S : i'm still confused about ZOO!!!
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Labels: selfishness if a person is dead tired, and you still want them to talk to you,
is that selfish?
if a person doesn't like you, but you expect him to,
is that selfish?
if a person cares for you so much, then, when you both get in a fight, and you don't consider their good deeds,
is that selfish?
if a person only remembers you when they're alone,
is that selfish?
if you expect a person to understand your feelings without telling them anything,
is that selfish?
if choosing your boyfriend over you best friend, without telling them,
is that selfish?
if you made a mistake to your friend, but you'd rather wait for them to patch things up, is that selfish?
if you scold everyone just because you had a bad day,
is that selfish?
if you think that not telling a friend about the problems that you have,
is that selfish?i have no idea why i thought about all this, just thought someone could have
rational answers for all this questions...
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Labels: down 
sometimes i wonder, will this happiness last???cause one thing i know, i'll be lost without you....
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Labels: missed Labels: guess not..., time less Labels: emocrap Labels: heartcry n habibah... took a pic with the birthday girl... she look so gu niang.. haha... 2nd april outing... yup.. we catched this movie and it was worth every cent.. while waiting for the movie to start... played arcade before this pic was taken... while waiting for showtime, we took some pictures... my next movie??? absolutely... the rest of the week was filled with lots of emotions... anger... disappointing... arghhh... i just wish he can repeat the memory in my mind n read on what has happen that made me feel this way... you don't know how hard it is to trust someone back, unless, you've have been cheated before... and it is a painful process when you actually feel bad about not trusting, when in the first place, it wasn't your fault at all.... today... i spent some time and open some old history books... stumbled on the pictures that i once took with ain... miss her.. really... sometimes... i really hate myself for hurting my friends and other people around me, but when i think of it, misunderstandings have to happen... and nothing is for sure... just like my rocky relationship... sometimes i feel that being with irwan is like a mistake... cause u noe y... but then... he's the one that made me happy, sad, and angry all at the same time... irwan, you may feel that sometimes, i am unreasonable... i always pick a fight with you... this part i am wrong... but... i want you to be patient... cause i have yet to let go of the past after what happen last october... my secondary four days , i feel is repeating itself, almost over and over again... but i noe deep down, you'll never leave, but i want you to know that i need you to stay... sometimes when i do something wrong... i feel like bashing myself up... but one think i've learn through my life... and there is no way you can change the past.. except learn from it... Labels: recollections Labels: suckie
HOney!!!! yesterday was the best night ever la.... we should do it more....
you're MissED!!!
Saturday, April 14, 2007 so much time, so little to do 11:00:00 pmtoday.... marks the 2nd last day of his holiday.... ouhman... the holidays passed us like wind i tell you... he's going to SP to futher his studies... part of me hates it, but part of me respects it...
many people know of my reputable mood swings... and now i'm feeling ever so neutral that i actually confessed the truth... this will be a challenge for me as he was left to say, i can't promise you the future... this just doubts me a little as he used to promise me only death do us part...
what had inspired me to write this way??? the number 23... yes... its coming to get you if it has anything to do with you...
how is my novel??? good??? haha... but what written is not fiction... its fact....
actually i don't know what to write now... very weird right.... and this just came poopin in the mind....
honey, this post never meant to hurt you or anything, it is strictly so yesterday, so don't worry, i'm cool with it.... just as long as you say "i just don't love her no more".... that will take the whole waer off...BUT... then again, don't say it just because you want me off your back.... say it only when you mean it...
and as you all never notice, this post has nothing to do with its tittle at all.... haha... k! calobete!!! Au revoir!
Friday, April 13, 2007 sad but true 8:53:00 pmi came across this phrase along the net... it is so hard to accept but it is true... you can't make someonelove you, all you can do is be someone who canbe loved, the rest is upto the person to realiseyour worth. and it makes sense now.... perhaps this is what i have to go through until you realise my worth... for the fact that i know, no one is absolute, neither am i... but does mean i feel sad, i am going to give up.... i'll give up only when he says "I just don't love you no more"... cause when someone doesn't like you anymore... you cannot change it for it may just be out of symphathy... my theory, my believe....
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 the truth 2:02:00 pmnot everything that is physically yours, will always be truly yours....
Sunday, April 08, 2007 reap what you sow??? 10:09:00 pmthis is the updates for last week.. reli not in the state of mind to think what to write.. so i shall just pic blog today... 31st march 
while waiting for jun... 
finale... before getting on the train for dinner at banquet.... best la can...
Wednesday, April 04, 2007 missing 11:31:00 pmnot that its any of my choice... but my nerves is at the tip top tip.... internet has caused me to not received pictures at MSN... sucks.... maybe i shall update at wan's...
the mood = "OFF"...
sucks ok... bye...
