day is the usual boring stuff... sitting around making my butt look much bigger i guess... i guess this is the collection of "extraordinary" happenings that actually evolve around in my life... i have two reports to do but i just don't know what to write in it... should i write fiction tall-tale stories or should i just tell them that i have been binging secretly on sweets and oreo wafers while watching Mr. Bean Holiday... i seriously need to buck up... yes, i've been telling myself that for the past 3 weeks and never actually executing it out... am i in denial???
yesterday's movie was ok... but i have to say "Jangan Pandang Belakang" is a little overated... why??? let's digress... i am totally not a sucker for horror movies, not because i hate them, but, cause i tend to be over-reactive about it... something from hallucination and even i bring them in my dreams... yes, i am terrified of it... its just creeps me out sitting alone in my living room and feeling someone just behind me... but this movie... was no where that... or is it i have grown out of my fear of it??? a ring of maturity??? perhaps... perhaps...
headed home after that, and amazingly my parents didn't bug me for being late today... i wonder why... yes... i know, i'm almost 20, and i have a curfew at 10pm... but, somehow, i like it, makes me feel needed at home... although it only silent us, watching tv, there is somehow that sense of emotion that we are beside each other safe and sound kind of thing... am i babbling too much???
morning was fine... nothing eventful happen today, except if you consider i forgetting bringing my meds along and having to go home to fetch it... watch korean drama with mom and having breakfast at home... yes, i finally made it... the first steps of defying a rule... i've learned to be evil... maybe that will make him proud... my way back to school, i don't want to mention... i won't want to blow up the matter and be considered too emotional!!! ironically, i think you need to ask yourself that same question...
so here i am, finishing up the few episodes of Boston Legal, not doing what i am not suppose to, and i really really hope, at least this makes you proud!!!
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