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Labels: lovely ThursdayAfter my routine morning bath, I came into the room and saw this. Even in sleep, he has style!
This is lunch! I ate a lot today!!! Mi Fun, Horlicks, Eclair and not to forget Chicken Seaweed. Not visible here. Its in the stomach already. 
Faizil complaining about his headache. He's applying medicated oil. SICK!!!
Khairul mesmerized by the wonderful taste of the chocolate gateau'!
The playground near the pasar malam me and wan were heading to. It was near my primary school. Brought back some nostalgic memories. I miss the old playground. And TPS-ians, did you know, they will be bringing down the old building and re-buliding a new one. They will be holding up at the building near the temporary Pasir Ris Secondary. I'm so going to miss the building. Teacher's Day visit anyone???
Friday In the morning. When no one was in, I checked out how the eye-liner looked. Goodness!!! Its a horrid view!!! I look like I have terribly bushy eye areas.
This is the workplace. I mean the place that I am currently working in. Pray I'll complete work before vacation. I don't want to go back to school on vacation!!! *weeps*
That's the lunch-dinner-supper at wan's place. Nasi Goreng Ayam and delicious Soto Ayam from Inspirasi. Simply Inspirational!!!
Look at that happy-face! Loved It!!!
We love to cam-hog!!!
That medal cabinet that he has. Boy, I wished I had one. To put my one and ONLY Gold trophy for Floorball when I was 16.
What kind of pose is this??? OMG! OMG! OMG!
Wassup???
Smile Before taking the bus home!!!
Got home to this hottie!!!
And This Sweetie!
P.S : I'm sick. The throat is soar! Signs of MC??? No way!!! I need to work and finish it before vacation!!! Faizil, we MUST!!! I miss all my GF. Aisyah, how's the dinner date??? What day??? Monday Or Wednesday??? Fitri??? OI!!!! Please answer my SMS-es!!!!
Friday, July 27, 2007
Labels: truth hurts alot Its hard when someone you treasure so much treats you like a sideline.When you put him on a pedestal, they treat you like you've done a crime.So cold and unmoving, they ignore your plea.Then the next minute, they wish you were a butterfly.So colourful and so free.
If you think this is meant for you, think it as it is.You cannot treat anyone like dirt, especially not me.You expect me to forget the past as if it was nothing.Can't you see you're being unfair, i also have feelings.I respected you when your past came back, and I was deeply hurt.But then i pushed my feelings away, first, I thought about you.Still you don't see my sincerity, and now again doing this to me.
I really don't like being treated indifferently.I don't like to be pushed around.I don't like to force myself to forget.But still, I do it just for you, oh my, did you forget?
Be fair to me.Let me feel what I want to.Cause I gave you a chance before.Remember October Twenty Two.
Yes, I know i shouldn't linger.But give me a chance, oh please don't hinder.Treat me right and it all be gone.Stop feeling hopeless and useless, it won't get us anywhere.Instead think of our future.How are we going to get there... P.S: if this hurts, then I'm sorry, it hurts me more if i don't tell... its getting to unbearable...
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
don't we just look suweeettt!!!! ( puji diri sendiri sey!!!) P.S: I look forward to more meetings like this. CAN??? Zam-Zam anyone??? =) Labels: dinner outing Honey was a good sport. He sacrificed his time just for ME and a meal with my GirlFwens!!! + unamed ppl. all I can say, one is LEMAU and the other likes to play with Feather dusters!!! *giggles*We had dinner at Marina Square, Level 4, The Penyet Stall ( where everything is penyet/smashed of course. AGAIN HONEY!!!!!) ! Everyone bought food from The Penyet Stall. Sehati Sejiwa BABES!!! I had Bawal Penyet. Worth every penny. Except the sambal wasn't as spicy as it was last Saturday. And I was Fasting (you know, i know girls). Then everyone waited till it was time for me to break fast. Thanks everyone. I'm simply touched by all that. Honey, you're not counted!!! You sipped a couple spoons of SOUP!!! Just Kidding. I love you baby! I love you all!!!! Then we went window shopping. We had no where else to go! Then we were going to suntec city, honey had to go *sniff, sniff*. Miss you !!! 
that ayam penyet we had on saturday. sorry no pictures of bawal penyet. too hungry until forgot to take its picture. =)In the end, after everything, we end up taking picture in Suntec where there's this place that water is symetrical, if that's how you put it. Look at the pictures :
from the left : bizkot,jun,me,lyra,fazrul.
you know the drill!
to my fitri aini, this friday we shall rock the stadium. if not the gym ok dear!!! And ILLIAS, you are turning 20 in less then 7 hours!!! My wish for you, BE OLD!!! Mommy will no longer support you ok!!!
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Of course its a freaking joke! The actual picture is this : Tempted to come my house yet Fitri??? Labels: shocked Labels: finallyfree "We can survive everything. InsyaAllah..." Jogging was great. I feel very much lighter! Jog till this area. It was fun. Met Kak Rabiah too! unfortunately, I forgot to take a picture of her. Next time can eh kak??? anyways, I saw an unusual thing around this block. Not far from here, at a primary school....
I saw this. It was very shocking. I didn't know what that 1 year old kid named Nasry Naufal was doing. He was confidently climbing without any support. He said : " I wish to impersonate the Spiderman of Europe." He added : "I am very hungry. Look at my face, and it'll be obvious!"
P.S: just for the fun of it. Till then, tomorrow will be another "marketing" day. More things to learn about the difference in spices used for fish and chicken curry. They differ to offer a better taste. What shall be the menu tomorrow??? Spaghetti perhaps?
I'm loving it!!! 4:04:00 pmIts officially over. No more 7 o'clock trouble. No more, I need to go home because I didn't bring my MEDS. I'm free!!! yes! yes! yes!See the living proof. I actually get a certificate!!!
I'm officially discharged on 21st July 2007!
Goodbye oh weird buildings! 
Farewell Contact Clinic. I don't hope I'll ever see you again!
a little celebration. Some cam-whoring!
Goodbye to the Road!
Goodbye to the sign!
Our shadows fall behind as we made our way to leave this forsaken place.
No more frequent monthly visits to you, Dear Novena.
I was talking alone again. This guy was so engrossed watching the tv.
He's still looking there! sheesh!
Marina Square Bowling Centre It is!
there goes the bowling ball. 
Confident handling the Ball.
I was thinking what he should get me if i win.
The smirk of "you'll never gonna win me!"
I won the bowling game. Actually, it was like he wasn't really focussing on the points, he's just focusing on his arrow ball!!! I managed to do a screw ball. hurray for me!!! Like I said Irwan, "SCREW YOU"... that sounded so wrong didn't it??? I ask him to take a picture of the score but he never give me. Shy is it lost to me??? haha... Its the first time I won him in bowling by the way. After the bowling game, we proceed next door to SUPER CUE to have a game of pool. The table. the image number and the number in the image are co-incidentally identical. 
With full of perserverance.
With sheer awkwardness!
He took this for me. Sweet right!
Our late lunch. At level 4, marina square.I had Tom Yam Beef and he had Ayam Penyet. The Ayam Penyet, power ranger!!!! The Tom Yam beef was not a disappointment too. It tasted like a version of Asam Laksa.
Ok i gtg... I need to jog. my brother is waiting... till later... bye!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, July 19, 2007 everything about blood 9:26:00 pmIrwan reached my school around 4pm. We had late lunch or should we say chiner (lunch-cum-dinner). hehe... anyways, i had black pepper steak with pasta and he had usual grilled chicken and fries. I should be on a diet. I could feel the stomach expanding whilst eating the fats! Its just so hard to resist!!!
We had a little tiff. I'm sensitive! REally... I am! School ended and we made our way to 293 bus stop. I ran and he was chasing after me. SHIT! I hate the feeling of being chased. Its just so "SCREAM" movie like. The horror!!! After he caught up with me and we crossed the road, I realized that my middle toe is bleeding. Just like "Bloody Mary" ( fot those who don't understand, I don't know how to explain)
Then this sweet handsome cute guy a.k.a Irwan (jgn kembang ok) , he did the sweetest thing. He bought water, just so I could clean my wound. He's sweet G la!!! Then we sat down and talk. One thing I realized, its so hard for me to forget what has happened before. Both of us struggled to be understood. We both know that it will be great at the end of the tunnel.
deep down, it makes sense that I should forget the negativity. But, it is nothing easy. Breaching of trust is a big issue especially when its the very essential of a relationship. I know you are trying your best to earn this trust. I am also trying my best to trust you fully. Time will tell. For I know, you'll wait for me and you'll always try. We talked before heading on home. I cried. I am utmost fragile underneath my ignorant attitude. Things cleared up. We also took some silly pictures with different expressions. I don't need gifts, I just need you to show me that you care, more than you care for others.
here are some picture of today. too bad, I cannot make all of you envious of my "chiner". but, enjoy the pictures :
my "half-blood" toe... (half-blood princess = me ???)
is it me or do i look extremely "fake"?
Mixed Expressions
I was nagging at him when this was taken. I look so the "makcik"!!!
CUTE???
This look so au naturei'.
it was supposed to be fierce. but why is he smiling and blushing all over???
muka "step" habis!!! he needs a slap!!! someone, assist!!!P.S : to dearest lyra, i miss you too. I miss jun too. when will we ever see each others "butts" ( metheorically speaking) again ??? anyway, i thank you for your compliment! i shall write another post when i have the time and inspiration. As for now, I'm stressed. I owe my supervisor 2 weeks or report and my Major project currently needs "extreme" major help. Someone???
