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"We can survive everything. InsyaAllah..." Irwan reached my school around 4pm. We had late lunch or should we say chiner (lunch-cum-dinner). hehe... anyways, i had black pepper steak with pasta and he had usual grilled chicken and fries. I should be on a diet. I could feel the stomach expanding whilst eating the fats! Its just so hard to resist!!!
We had a little tiff. I'm sensitive! REally... I am! School ended and we made our way to 293 bus stop. I ran and he was chasing after me. SHIT! I hate the feeling of being chased. Its just so "SCREAM" movie like. The horror!!! After he caught up with me and we crossed the road, I realized that my middle toe is bleeding. Just like "Bloody Mary" ( fot those who don't understand, I don't know how to explain)
Then this sweet handsome cute guy a.k.a Irwan (jgn kembang ok) , he did the sweetest thing. He bought water, just so I could clean my wound. He's sweet G la!!! Then we sat down and talk. One thing I realized, its so hard for me to forget what has happened before. Both of us struggled to be understood. We both know that it will be great at the end of the tunnel.
deep down, it makes sense that I should forget the negativity. But, it is nothing easy. Breaching of trust is a big issue especially when its the very essential of a relationship. I know you are trying your best to earn this trust. I am also trying my best to trust you fully. Time will tell. For I know, you'll wait for me and you'll always try. We talked before heading on home. I cried. I am utmost fragile underneath my ignorant attitude. Things cleared up. We also took some silly pictures with different expressions. I don't need gifts, I just need you to show me that you care, more than you care for others.
here are some picture of today. too bad, I cannot make all of you envious of my "chiner". but, enjoy the pictures :
my "half-blood" toe... (half-blood princess = me ???)
is it me or do i look extremely "fake"?
Mixed Expressions
I was nagging at him when this was taken. I look so the "makcik"!!!
CUTE???
This look so au naturei'.
it was supposed to be fierce. but why is he smiling and blushing all over???
muka "step" habis!!! he needs a slap!!! someone, assist!!!P.S : to dearest lyra, i miss you too. I miss jun too. when will we ever see each others "butts" ( metheorically speaking) again ??? anyway, i thank you for your compliment! i shall write another post when i have the time and inspiration. As for now, I'm stressed. I owe my supervisor 2 weeks or report and my Major project currently needs "extreme" major help. Someone???
