Its hard when someone you treasure so much treats you like a sideline.
When you put him on a pedestal, they treat you like you've done a crime.
So cold and unmoving, they ignore your plea.
Then the next minute, they wish you were a butterfly.
So colourful and so free.
If you think this is meant for you, think it as it is.
You cannot treat anyone like dirt, especially not me.
You expect me to forget the past as if it was nothing.
Can't you see you're being unfair, i also have feelings.
I respected you when your past came back, and I was deeply hurt.
But then i pushed my feelings away, first, I thought about you.
Still you don't see my sincerity, and now again doing this to me.
I really don't like being treated indifferently.
I don't like to be pushed around.
I don't like to force myself to forget.
But still, I do it just for you, oh my, did you forget?
Be fair to me.
Let me feel what I want to.
Cause I gave you a chance before.
Remember October Twenty Two.
Yes, I know i shouldn't linger.
But give me a chance, oh please don't hinder.
Treat me right and it all be gone.
Stop feeling hopeless and useless, it won't get us anywhere.
Instead think of our future.
How are we going to get there...
P.S: if this hurts, then I'm sorry, it hurts me more if i don't tell... its getting to unbearable...
Labels: truth hurts alot