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Labels: emooffal but now ok damn it!!! it so hard when your mind narrows you down to one possibility and one only. despite knowing, and the confirmation others give you, you still doubt it. come to think of it, who is it that you really doubt, them or yourself?
system of a rebound i have to admit. ever since that unfateful day, i've develop an enemy within... a split mind...unconciously the heart was splitting too...running doesn't solve everything, but not being able to deal with it is far more worse than you can imagine...
have you ever felt you want something so much, but when you get it, you realise it doesn't really want you...or giving others advice when you yourself don't heed it...i swear it isn't the effects of a broken heart...neither it is to create a din...
its just that, sometimes, the moment that made you most happy, actually is the thing that you fear most... i have thought of a lot of things... judge, felt, and sometimes create the scene in my mind... its like this heart is somehow thankful, but still not at ease...
perhaps this is what i wanted you to know... but am scared that it might just hurt or you might just mis-understand...i don't know who else to turn to... i don't want to be a burden in a basket...
i think i'm done...
currently in mind : i don't know if its just me or what... but, if anything involves her, you'll just silently agree... is it an act of deception... someone tell me, its just hormones...
