Have you ever thought that you have everything in control?
But actually, you only make things much worse.
Have you ever believed you could give someone another chance?
But, you're unable to forget his mistake.
Have you ever tried hating someone?
But found out that it was pointless to do so.
Have you ever trust someone so much?
But, behind your back, they betray you.
Have you ever thought that someone was bad?
But, it turns out the person you thought wasn't, is.
Feelings are mystical and sometimes undefinable.
Deep within yourself, you want so much for everything to be alright.
Wished you never knew things that hurt you.
Wished everything was right from the start.
You want your life to be different from others.
You want it to be perfect.
But this is yet another fairy-tale.
I'm filled with negativity right now. Things don't just happen. They happen for a reason. There are so many bad thoughts I want to erase. I think I have kept to much that I just want to explode. Escaping from this thoughts only leads to my destruction. I need to deal with them. I need to cry, I need to be angry, I need to worry, I need to learn to trust.
Yes, it all come down to trust.
Once Destroyed.
Hard to recover.
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