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Monday, October 29, 2007
Ghaibmu wahai teman...
10:54:00 pm

Biar ghaib mu suatu misteri
Tiada ku mencari sebarang pembayang lagi
Biar ia bertanda tanya saja
Hati ku dah lama bertitik noktah

Biar, biar lah berlalu
Biar, biar lah begitu
Biar waktu mengubat rindu
Tiada ku mencari sebarang penawar pilu
Biar lah mereka tertanya-tanya
Hati ku dah lama berganti arah

Mana pergi janji
Setia di sisi
Hanya aku yang tertunggu-tunggu
Waktu pun berjalan
Tak berkesempatan
Kau hilang tanpa pesanan

Biar ghaib mu suatu misteri
Tiada ku mencari sebarang pembayang lagi

this song is dedicated to one person i got to know from one point in my life.
I'm very much upset with what has happened all this long.
But don't throw us away.
Cause you know you'll be repeating an old mistake yet again.
We're only human and we make mistakes.
Its only wise to forgive each other just like the way we unconsciously forgive ourselves.
You are missed.
Although we weren't that much close, it already hurts to see things this way.
I'll miss you for sure.
Dear friend,
Please i plead with you,
Do come back one day...

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late pictures
10:02:00 pm






My Birthday Wish???
Hmm....
I have yet to figure out what I want.
Perhaps the ultimate wish is that I pass My MP!!!

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Monday, October 22, 2007
Soorryyy Lorrryyy
8:59:00 pm

sorry everyone... i've been away... its just that i didn't want to post just for the sake of posting...

a lot has happened while i was away... and i'm at shock to how some things have turned out... but everything happens for a reason... but all in all... i still love everyone...

the past sunday was fun... the visit to the career fair at suntec was simply phenomenal... it gives me the gist of my career path... i finally have a vision!!! keke... its either teaching or editorial for me!!! the last resort would be with Rockwell... but all in all, its all in contemplation... may Allah show me the right path to the right career!!!

i'm forever in doubt about something... I want to ask you but i'm scared it'll just be my misjudgement and i end up hurting you... I want to think the best of you... But that third person is seemingly making things more harder... I hope it just my feeling... I hope it just stays that way... if not, i won't ever make it...

reasoning, doubts... when will this ever end... just like the unfinished project that makes me sigh with big regret that it still unfinished... and how this is self-degrading... i wish we had that database project the other group had... and the irony, this project is not challenging but its so tedious to begin with!!!

the lesson on network security was fun!!! but irritating for my computer is always remotely shutdown... all thanks to my "sons"... but got my revenge soon after... the lessons are a breath of fresh air!!!

but one thing i look forward to sat n Sunday!!! I'll be meeting old and new friends...

plus, my birthday wish... to get this face cleared... anyone to sponsor me for facials??? keke...

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Sunday, October 14, 2007
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
8:01:00 pm

Wishing all muslim :
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
To those whom i've wronged unknowingly,
I plead forgiveness,
and for those who wronged me,
I have long forgiven you.
But next time,
before you do anything,
it would be nice to inform me first,
its called respect.
Friends don't have revenge against each other.
Friends don't betray each other.
I know i've been lost for a while. making cookies and goodies for Raya. Cleaning up my room. Sucking dust... the pimples on my face is accumulating... honey, i'm getting uglier and old...
the atmosphere at home is very depressing today... thanks to the brother...
haiz... sometimes i wish, i was clever so that i can be the one helping people....
some people jut tke things for granted...
and i feel this ramadan has made me more closer to my mum...
prove : we shared a secret...
Friends,
I miss you all too.
Thanks to those who gave Hari Raya wishes!
But don't forget 19th December ( 10cents face)
keke...
but only god knows what i need.
not what i want...
InsyaAllah,
The next Hari Raya will be much more happier...

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Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Something to blog about
12:22:00 pm

Layer 1: On the outside.
Name: Siti Nuraini Bte Khamsani Bin Mohd Yasir Bin Budat (this is all i know)
Birthdate: 19 December 1987 (it coming! my birthday! keke.. hint2!)
Current Status: In a relationship
Eye colour: Brown
Hair Colour: Brown

Layer 2: On the inside.
My heritage: Malay heritage???
My mum's Indian + Chinese.
My dad's side Java Chinese.
So what does that make me?
My fears: Allah SWT
My weaknesses: Jealousy???
My perfect pizza: Hawaian Pizza!

Layer 3: yesterday, today, tomorrow.
My first thought of waking up: Ah! Major Project!!!
My bedtime: 2am.
My most missed memories: EVSS with friends!

Layer 4: My pick.
Pepsi or coke: Coke
Macdonalds or Burger King: BK
Single or group dates: i like both!
Adidas or Nike: Both?
Tea or Nestea: Tea.
Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate!!
Cappucino or Coffee: both!

Layer 5: Do you?
Smoke: One stupid time!
Curse: when needed.
Take a shower: Yeah.
Have a crush: with my everyday boy at home.
Go to school: On holiday, but still going.
Believe in yourself: sometimes i don't.
Think you’re a health freak: sometimes I am.

Layer 6: In the past
Drink alcohol: Nope.
Gone to the mall: Umpteenth times.
Been on stage: Yeah.
Dyed your hair: Yup.

Layer 7: Have you ever..?
Played a stripping game: Hm... sounds interesting! haha...
Change who you were to fit in: Yeah. those primary school days...

Layer 8: Are you hoping to
Get married: Hope defers from destiny. insyaAllah, if tt person want to get married to me.

Layer 9: In a partner
Best eye colour: keke. anything will do as the eyes don't wander off.
Best hair colour: pink?? hahaha...
Long or short hair: Short!!!

Layer 10: What were you doing?
A minute ago: myYearbook webbie.
An hour ago: In front of my lappy!
A Month ago: Home.
A Year ago: Still home I guess.

Layer 11: Finish the sentences..
I love: Korean Dramas.
I hate: Staying at home doing nothing!
I hide: My sadness.
I miss: My Friends!
I need: All of you

Layer 12: Tag 5 people.
1. Zie
2. Fitri
3. Shayn & Faizil
4. Fareha
5. Farhan

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Monday, October 01, 2007
Dreadful times
11:47:00 am

Munchy Donuts!
One is not enough!!!


Ramen tasted alright...
Companion for "holiday period"




















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