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Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Labels: no one saw this coming There has been a recent news that has devastated the people of Tampines. It has been said that this was the worse that has ever happened before in the history. There has been recent reports of wild shrieks around in the neighbourhood. But all has finally some to an end when the authorities were called in today. Many have witnessed this and have been oblivion to it.There has been a case of suicide committed...
...by the "NANGKAS".LOL... thanks to Komala for that "DEATH - DEFYING" joke.So long sugars!!!
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Friday, April 17, 2009
Labels: faith " I MISS SECURE AND BELIEF "
It has been missing for some time...
Where can I possibly find them?
I do not know...
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Labels: a thousand slaps.... I should NOT have done what I did...
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Labels: one hopeful past If I had made the first move...
It was a rainy afternoon. I have just got back from a friend's house helping her with some grocery shopping at a neighbourhood supermarket. I was tired and as soon as I board the bus towards home, I dozed off.
I suddenly heard a song playing. "...Do you hear me talking to you... ". Only to realise it was the sound of my ringing tone. I have been expecting mother to call me as it was long since I went out of the house that morning. But I was shocked to hear the voice at the other end of the line. It sounded familiar even though he sounded a little hasty. I was extremely shocked and also surprised.
Guy : "Hello!" (coarse and deep voice)
Me : "Hello?" (still in a daze thinking who was it calling me)
Guy : "Thanks for the birthday wish yesterday. I was surprised you remembered."
Me : "You're welcome. Of course I remembered." (realising about the wish I given to Giq yesterday)
Giq : "Anyway, how did you remember it? It has been a long time, you know."
Me : "I don't know. I just remembered." (thinking about the last time we had talked to each other)
Next, he asked me a question that he must have wished I didn't answer.
Giq : "Erm... How are you? Are you still with your boyfriend?"
Me : "Ya. I am."
Giq : "Oh... Wow..." (he paused for a while and continued) "That's really a long time.."
Me : "Yup. It is quite long." (not knowing what else to say and how to react)
Giq : "So... When are you getting married?"
Me : " He has yet to stabilize himself. Furthermore I'm still young. Unlike you.", I giggled.
Giq : "Actually, I wanted to message you yesterday itself but I went to celebrate at St James Power station with friends, and I was pretty knocked out so I'm scared I might say the wrong things to you. That's why I didn't message you".
My heart stopped for a moment. Damn. Everything was so complete except for his drinking habit. I started to distance my voice for a bit. I didn't know whether he'll notice the change in my voice. I was upset with him. I didn't understand why I was but I also felt sad for him. I realised that we were silent for that moment. And he was waiting for an answer.
Me : "Oh. I mean its alright. I only wanted to wish you." (my voice cracked)
Fiq : "Are you still in contact with Sam? I had lost contact with him.", he asked.
Me : "Not really. But my friend happens to be his girlfriend. I can get his number for you."
Fiq : "Are you in contact with our old mates?"
Me : " Yeah, some."
Fiq : "Alright. I shall not disturb you further then." (guessing that I was already a bit different)
Me : "Alright... Bye..." (Immediately pressing end call on my mobile)
In my mind, everything felt more calm and cool as soon as i ended the call. However panic struck to hear those words coming from him. He has become a different person. No longer a person that I use to be head over heels with. All I can do was feel upset. I wish I could have changed my past and I could have made him a much better person. I started to tear a little thinking about in what state he is now. I'm not ashamed to have him as a friend but sad that I could not do anything about it.
Me : "If only I had made the first move.... he would have been a much better man..." I whispered to myself.
I was confused upon my feeling. So I asked him a question... something that might provoke his very essence of a man... Till now I'm still awaiting his reply...
Friday, April 10, 2009
Labels: expression Quote of the day :"We do not trust ourselves entirely,For we can deceive ourselves at times..." The ability to stand up from a fall is not an easy task. To cipher a person's mind is way harder. You do not know what next step they are about to take or if in a situation where they are controlled upon, they might retaliate by bursting ; just like a raging volcano. Tolerance is essential in dealing with a person's mind. The best way to end a fight is to either give in or rat a secret out so that it will supersede the previous fight. History tends to be mentioned along in the fight thus resulting in a series of events ; equivalent to adding oil to fire. Being naive is part of every women. We trust our guts and we let down our ego. Bequeath with beauty and brains, we rather not choose the latter. But being us, we forgive. We admit to us being wrong even though we aren't just because we do not want to prolong a matter. But,the other party should start taking things seriously. Perhaps at times, a wake up call. For example having a cool off period so as to let our minds settle and then pick things up and patch the broken pieces. But at times, it just won't work. So there comes a time where we need to show more of the emotions, to get their attention. Why are we doing this? Its a simple reason actually. Drives down to the fact that we care much more than you do. So if us, as humans, can some down to such a decision, why can't you...?
Monday, April 06, 2009
Labels: sayu Quote of the day: " There some new passion in this league... Will it remain or be gone just like it use to be... There has been some internal issues that gets me all beat up inside...A matter of trust... I hope they'll find it within her... " I had a busy day at work today cause my colleague was on MC... Poor thing... I hope she gets well soon... To also come back tomorrow... I'm worried... I've heard rumours of a pay cut... I'll rollover and crap if I'm affected... Plus had Burger Ramly for my late lunch... Like I said, it was a busy afternoon... My hands were even shaking from feeling all lethargic and sleeping late the night before due to several reasons... nothing serious though... My body has been aching quite badly these days... Plus, did all of you read the latest news??? The disastrous tragedy that has occurred... The case of food poisoning at Rojak Geylang stall... Its very heart-wrenching... There were even some pregnant women who lost their baby cause of this... I hope they receive a well deserved justice upon them... Alright, I have to end it here although I have much more to write up on... I have to answer the call of skin-care... My face is getting uglier by the millisecond... LOL... SYL! (Lingo of : "See You Later")
Thursday, April 02, 2009
Labels: the best thing Oh sweet love!
I've finally found her again.
I thought I lost her.
But no, she was always there.
Protecting & supporting me.
She's ever so kind.
The best thing that has happened in my life,
and its still happening.
The realisation that this relation we have now,
supersedes every relation that I ever had.
I'm thankful to god.
For I have you.
The girl, the lady, the joy,
the best thing that has ever happened in my life.
Without you,
I do not know pain neither will I ever meet joy.
Nothing will ever get to destroy us.
Not even the worst disasters.
For you are my strength.
My other half.
I love you too.
