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Lately, I've been experiencing weird emotions. I feel detached from the current routine that I always practice every week. Its like my entire soul has been drained. The cause : UNEXPLAINABLE.
There were no emotional events that could have resulted to my current situation but I just feel life-less. I did notice a few differences in myself especially when comparing the past Ramadans I had. I was always so lively. Always thinking or anticipating mom's cooking when I get back from school or work. These days, things have been different. It seems as though my appetite is lost and I won't eat unless force upon. Is there something mentally wrong with me? Or I just feel so alone even though when I'm in a crowd.
I spent the last 2 weeks, on Saturday laying in bed the whole day and only to get up when mom asked for help to prepare for break fast. I was lazy to do my Sunday-ironing routine. It felt like torture. I spoke less words and drown myself in youtube WATCHING S01 & S02 OF GG. I wish to explain how I feel to you right now but I myself can't figure it out to describe to you. I apologize if I made you worry. I just feel down.
