Thanks to Amira from Singapore Idol; I've found this song much hypnotic.
Music; You don't need to understand the language to understand what its about.
Anyway, I feel old ready. Especially after the gym session in the morning making me feel so sore all over right now. Yes; I've come to terms that turning 22 is just 2 months away. And I'll still feel I haven't done much good in my life. As though, I've wasted that 22 years of my life. Everytime I think about this, I'll say to myself :
"Siti, you have to change what you are; you are not doing any good; To everyone." I admit that my 'time' with religion hasn't been well, very much. I know I'm not doing enough. Five time prayers a day and half an hour of lunch time reading the Al-Quran is not enough. I know I have to do more. But,I just wouldn't budge. Are we just too comfortable with ourselves? Am I just another ignorant person? Or is this just a phase in life I have to go through and have a hard fall before I realize all the time I have wasted? I need someone to guide me. Please someone. If you could be kind enough to give me a little push and to also make sure your words does not fall on deaf ears.
Ya Allah, give me your guidance.