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Sometimes it scares me; not shedding tears after so long. I fear of the unknown. With all that is happening around me now, its making me confused. Pulling me back and forth; again and again. It like there is barrier. Something that is keeping me from reaching the other side. Its like I want to be good but at the same time I can't help but be bad. I realized I don't know what I want from life anymore. I'm tired of a repetitive drama that has been playing the same scene again and again. But, I don't have the strength to stop watching it. Why am I in such a depressed mood when everything is going so well in my life? I have no such idea. I have a little piece of myself telling me to get the hell out of this mood; its too taxing; but the mind just won't get out of it.
Dear Friend,
I'll pray that you'll be alright.
I'll pray that god will give you the light.
I'll pray that you'll have a happier tomorrow.
Away from all the sorrow.
Friday, November 06, 2009
Labels: anniversary 157784760 seconds, 2629746 minutes, 43829.1 hours, 1826.2125 Days, 5 years.
Yes, believe it or not. It has been 5 years. My oh my! Aren't we old already? However, I thank you for this five years. I've learned a lot through them. All the hardships and joy in life was very much worth it.
As we've said to each other before, things might not turn out the way we've imagined, but please know that you will forever be cherished in my heart. May we turn to better muslims and wish that our hopes and dreams for the after-life be achievable. I pray that you are always safe and sound wherever you are, whatever you do. You are a blessing in disguise.
Happy 5th Wani...
