Sometimes it scares me; not shedding tears after so long. I fear of the unknown. With all that is happening around me now, its making me confused. Pulling me back and forth; again and again. It like there is barrier. Something that is keeping me from reaching the other side. Its like I want to be good but at the same time I can't help but be bad. I realized I don't know what I want from life anymore. I'm tired of a repetitive drama that has been playing the same scene again and again. But, I don't have the strength to stop watching it. Why am I in such a depressed mood when everything is going so well in my life? I have no such idea. I have a little piece of myself telling me to get the hell out of this mood; its too taxing; but the mind just won't get out of it.
Dear Friend,I'll pray that you'll be alright.I'll pray that god will give you the light.I'll pray that you'll have a happier tomorrow.Away from all the sorrow.