Right this moment, I feel entrapped in a box of emotions i had since last 2 days. I've been feeling this way since then. hollow; empty. No entity could penetrate its positivity into this box. My emotion just wouldn't budge. Tried watching something funny; laughed but now back to that same emotion in the box. I'm not thinking about anything. Not experiencing anything. Just empty. I'm way pass anguish. I just couldn't describe this feeling. Excitement that was short lived or a tale of fake living? Tell me about it. I don't make any sense right now. Isn't this depressing to read? Not to mention how depressed I was that I couldn't meet best friend due to unforeseen circumstances.
Things are about going my way this days but I just don't feel excited. And why is that? Even that promotion that has been speculated about; I don't feel "UP" about it. I feel crap right now about it. Its was the centerpiece of joy I had that was short lived.
To think that my birthday is just around the corner; right now, I don't
feel like celebrating it...