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Labels: a new beginning or start of hell Its only day one and I have one too many problems with work. Those contacting me when its not about time and those contacting me when the time is over. I've realized that too many things have been happening that I didn't have time to stop and think. You hesitate and try your best not to say anything stupid but 'BHAM!', it just religiously happens.
I'm starting to feel the heat of the job. There are still so many things unclear that I'm starting to doubt myself. Could I ever lead if I am so unsure? The idea of it is so 'easier said than done'. This is starting to feel like 'tutorship'. Well, I'm well over that this year. I'm done with teaching and not believing in myself. Issues of confidence? I need someone to talk me into my shoes cause I'm very well feel like running away from it. Can this happen or will I just give up? Please ya Allah, give me the strength to endure and succeed from this battle. InsyaAllah. Amin...
