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As controversial as my face is...My goodness... I am sure all that has been playing in your mind is about whether the penalty given was fair or not??? Some singaporeans even got agressive over it : ( those who bet la who else) ...but what should the outsome be? Its still a speculation... only tomorrow's paper can determine the real outcome of the game.
But after all, i really salut nur alam shah... he was calm and collected even though he has been "put-down" by opponents at times... i respect his as a Singapore player... cause its hard to control one's anger...
Enough about football... Let's talk about today.. I feel so bummed up today. due to my nephew waking me up every hour... i don't know what's wrong... he wasn't soiled, and he just had 4 ounces of milk... i have no idea what he wants. due to lack of sleep : DMSD mission was cancelled.
Accounting tutorial was short and sweet. Everyone technically did their work and all I am left is next week class test. And i smell trouble. I still suck at trial balance. Help!
And plus i have tons of projects to do but somehow this mind chooses to blog instead. morning EWEBAPP classes has got me mourning.. a terrible cliche... i know...
and for demon : i already am moving on... away from seclusion and indenial... i have learnt to let go and embrace what the future holds for me. but i still can't help getting by without thinking "i believe i can keep my word, but can you keep yours??"
and zie's block has gotten me by suprise... we humans really take life for granted... and some just don't appreciate what they have and keep asking for more...
Monday, January 29, 2007
Labels: Dream This dream is intruiging. It knocked the headlights of me. Its simply too disturbing. i could not shake it off the whole morning. Too disturbing i suppose. Judging from its contents. I couldn't help but asking where were you. You seem to have dissappeared. Why does this dream have to occur? Is it trying to tell me something? Will it really come true? It is just so depressing thinking about it. And especially when it comes when you don't want it to. It is still etched in my mind thus moment.
This afternoon in school was fine. Reached school earlier to work on ORGCOMM presentation. Everything was not well. I have to say. Faizil haven't do his work. It was already clear that we had to present today. I want to scold him, can't be bothered already. So i just retreated to seclusion. Feeling at lost.
We skipped ECAPP lecture just so we could finish the presentation preparation. Powerpoint slides, notes, formats and samples had to be printed out and issued before the presentation. As usual, NETINFRA lecture is such a bummer. But have to say, she is a little suck up today due to another colleague assessing her. At least that's what i think.
Then here comes ORGCOMM class. We were suppose to be the concluding team, but Synthia decided to change us to the first group. I was so 'kanchiong' i tell you. We were so totally unprepared and i have yet to rehearse my slides at least once. But thankfully, everything went well except that a few minor mistakes like i forgot to include my date. The essential points in Letter writing. It was really oblivious not until it was the moment to present. Silly me. It seems that i have overlooked a lot of things today. Could this dream be affecting me?
Then on the way home, one of this "makcik" look at me pretty mystriously? Apalled by my attire??? I doubt so. I was neatly dressed. I wonder why. Perhaps its just one of my bad days? i don't know. Or i have this look on me? hmmm...
Night time was ok. The usual. I did some NetINfra work. Then here i am blogging. Honestly, i have a lot of projects to complete, but, the drive today just isn't there. Perhaps tomorrow.
SOMETHING TO PONDER ABOUT:IS IT TRUE WOMEN LOOK FOR PROBLEMS INSTEAD OF VICE-VERSA?
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Nothing Really much to blog about my life.. but not to forget my brother and
my mom's birthday... which both falls in the month of January.. But i only wanna pose my mom's picture.. cause she deserve all the credit... I believe so... I love You mom!! Happy 52nd Birthday My Darling MOM!!!
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Positve With Germs... But NOt HarMfuL.. Safe EnOUgh NoT To SpreAd Around.. But DyinG SeemS Like An OpTion, Does iT??
Monday, January 22, 2007
Labels: Plain day Plain day... Woke up at Ten.. only to eat yesterdays food and had some stomach problems... but im ok... don't worry... still alive.. alhamdulilah... keke... apart from that spent my whole day in front of the mean machine today : the television... which i know, is totally liveless.. now i feel i should have used that precious time to recuperate or even exercise... well... im known for regreting things... stupid moron.. keke...i accidently slept in the afternoon.. n u noe what happened when i woke up?? no one was at home.. sadness right... haiya.... just fated to be so alone today... den help do laundry and cleaned the house a bit... dey came back close to late evening... why didn't i blog... to lazy to switch on the computer and end up feeling all lonely again cause there'll be no one to talk to in msn... haiz... tragedy??? keke...but look on the bright side.. i still have the two little kids to make my hair less... keke... nevertheless, enjoyed Dae Jang Guem... without disturbance.. i totally love this story.. especially the Love Extraction.. the Love of a Women : for her country and she have to supress herself due to power struggle and political crap... but i envy her... and she is one strong woman... n this woman really exist in Korea... WOW... she is long gone, but her teachings shall live forever.. why do i sound like a movie synopsis maker... haha... after that had to iron clothes for the family, the usual evening routine that i have on sunday, almost for every week.,.. tired for now.. going away.. bye..
Saturday, January 20, 2007
The trip was great as i had my dearest darling there with me... well, we've made up.. keke... things are clear now... and he says that he'll stay true to me... once and for all... you better ok?? if not, i'll get hitched to Micheal Scoldfield... ok?? keke... kidding2.... who can ever replace you dearest... NONE.. ok... so you better be good, if not i "majuk2"... alot2.. weeeeee!!!!!
My trip to TBCU started as early 7,30am.. out of the house and off to meet darlingness at bedok interchange... sayang was late... for 1 minute.. see see... noty boy late... then reached at eight- fifty... walk...to TTSH thinking it was there... but read the map again only to see that it is at a distant behind... wow. the place look like some weird british home... and it was scary.... had the eerie feeling you know!!! kekeke... then, went to the wrong place.. had to go upstairs... then saw kai chao, with his parents... i was a total blur cock there... luckily darling was there to help me clear up my muddled mind.. thanks dear.. muackkksss...
then took my number and sat anxiously as i await my turn to be treated... 0024... my number was finally called.. the nurse was very freindly and made me comfortable all the way.. she is an extremely nice lady.. she assured me when she was about to inject my hand... she asked me to breath in and oh man, i felt the needle in my flesh... the urge to go to the ladies was turned off upon the insertion of the needle... and damn, it was thick.. i look like one pathetic idiot, feeling so scared and a 3 year old toddler staring from outside.. what can i do, im afraid of almost everything... needles, heights... how pathetic can i be right... that's what makes all of the unnecessary things happen.. makes me feel like a lesser being... like a useless fool... someone he doesn't look up to... its hard sometimes to keep up... but i doubt that he'll even understand what i am saying right now... enough crap...
after that, went to novena square to eat BK Breakfast... yummy BK croissant with Turkey Bacon and hot Tea... heavenly... yummy... then we headed to bugis to search for my mother's present... which is this coming tuesday... the same day that i will officially be diagnosed clean or 'dirty'... haha... scared.. i don't want this to affect my studies.. i am really looking forward to my MP and SIP... can't wait to end school soon.. keekee...
hmm... i think that's all for now... will update when i'm free... i'm totally booked with projects this coming weeks... and ya... i forgot to say : Aisyah, Fi3, Azizun : "I MISS YOU ALL!!!"... LOVE YOU GUYS!!
Thursday, January 18, 2007
i got a letter from tan tock seng, 3 days ago, no i'm not pregnant, and definitely not a terminal disease, but someone from my class has contracted TB... scary right i know... im kind of terriffied too.. if i were to be infected, life's gonna be a little tough...
pray for me tt my check up will turun out good ya...
Monday, January 15, 2007
Labels: WHAT SHOULD I FEEL Labels: Girl Thing... Labels: biggest font ever SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL LIKE YOU DON'T ACCEPT THE WAY I FEEL... THAT
THE WAY I REACT IS WRONG... THEN HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO REACT... I DON'T
UNDERSTAND WHAT MY FEELINGS ARE FOR...
Once Bitten, Twice Shy 10:37:00 pmDay started great.. woke up early morning and completed my minutes... send my niece to childcare and head straight to school...
the meeting went awfully ok.. cause the chairman told us last minute that he has LOA for soccer.. bloody faizil...NOW WE HAVE ONE WEEKS LESSER TO FINISH OUR PRESENTATION... YOU MAMAT DOL SAM DOL..
sadness night i had... somebody had to bring up the name of his favourite classmate... and he hurt me... but how could he say i am wrongfully being a jealous... reality check : i'm a girl...
IT'S LIKE WHAT I DO!!!
i really don't know what to say anymore... if what you said, you think its justified... then let it be... perhaps you've made the wrong choice in choosing me right...
"Understand how i feel, before trying to understand me."
Sunday, January 14, 2007 Something About Girls... 11:48:00 am1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.
2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.
3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)
4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.
5.When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.
6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to react to them.
7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare 'kie?
8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.
9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.
10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).
11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.
12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.
13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.
14. A smile means a lot to a girl.
15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.
16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.
17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.
18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.
19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.
20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.
21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories .
22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.
23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart. 24. Girls love having fun!
25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.
26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.
27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.
28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.
29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.
30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.But Sometimes Things Are Just Unexplainable...
Saturday, January 13, 2007 Visit to wan'S place... well at least that's what he calls it... 4:12:00 pmwoke up at 8 to get ready to wan's house... no no no... not going anywhere else... just there to fix his wireless connection onto his new acer aspire desktop which is killing me i tell you.. i so envy his LCD monitor... my goodness... so wide... if i have a picture, i wish to show you... but i was too jealous to take it.. keke... reach there and had lontong for breakfast.. bought it at block 5XX i don't quite know... then reach his house and ate first.. together2.. romantic right...?? haha... after fixing the wireless stuffy
then after that we watched The Devil Wears Prada... in which it physically died on us.. n suddenly came back to the dvd menu.. anyone with this dvd u better lend me, cause i am really curious about its ending.. not for the fact that it was a great movie... the movie was so-so.. but for the fact that i hate to watch stories that are left hanging... so its either you lend me the dvd or tell me the ending.. its killing me!!!
then after the movie ended, i had to go home.. so before going home, we bought some cake to eat along the way... the cake was weird... but ok la... then got home and played msn with wan for a while before he had to go to his guru's house... simple yet blissful... now i got to get back to my projects... have half a dozen to complete in five weeks.. tough luck!!!
Friday, January 12, 2007 Branded People 1:33:00 pmi overheard a conversation of some of my fellow schoolmates about Tommy Hilfigher, Espirit, Guess... and i asked myself, what truly defines the term branded? is it just another cliche? hmm... gets me thinking too... people often claim that its just something that they like to buy that happens to be branded... a reason or an excuse???
for me, i would love to have branded stuff... but does that define me as a branded person??? depending on each other's view, it varies... but for sure, everyone is branded, don't you think so???
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Sunday, January 07, 2007 unable to upload pics... sadness right??? have to wait 4 2 weeks more.. sorry people!!! will be quite busy... try to update at least once a week ok!???
Thursday, January 04, 2007 it was pitt ala raining... 11:32:00 pmi do not know Weder NETINFRA is jinx or is it me... i keep failing bu a mark... n u noe wat, it was all due to stupid careless mistakes... i did dtudy ok... i just didnt understand the part that i saw 88 as 80.. not much difference , i know, but wer the hell was my mind at that time... in Mount Kinabalu?? sickly right? im sure all of u have come across with this moments of stupidity.. ironic right?? even ironic wen u begin to feel, should u ever be friends with ur ex... just an event that got me flashing back to the 70's... oooppss!!! wrong year... back to wadever la ok... haha...
aniway, today was a good day... apart frm all the above... partly i would say... my lecturer told me to look on the bright side of life.. IT IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD... YET.... keke... she does make sense... i was whinning like a hungry cat... n i didnt realise how stupid i actually look until she pointed out to me... n iias n hs politics in class... antics that has never failed to mezmerize the class...
after school met irwan at bedok interchange : an unofficial "so called" bbq pitt..
i was not the guest of honour obviously... but was late... as we had to walk some dist... n u noe wat??? we 4got to take pictures der althou we brought the camera along with us too... weird right??? aiyoh... then, it rained.. suddenly... fortunately, superman was there :"irwanlar" haha... or u prefer suparman dear??? keke... hehe... he is so like my handy-dandy kind of man... i loike... haha... aniwaes, reach there ate a few stuff and playes taitee and also '29'... was fun teaching zila's sister how to play... quite fun although we had monks all around us staring as if we were doing something against the law... keke.. well tts besides the point...
then it was time to go home... n "khairul anwar" my primary school mate cum wan's present classmate... i noe, wad a small world this is... keke... he drove us in search of ayam penyet... my mother wanted to eat... keke...see... im so quai ok... then we got off somwer near PKMS.. which was the wrong place lor... keke... but who cares... dear is right by my side... n nothing can ever go wrong... n i mean it... i never got lost when i'm with him... my dearest chocolate.. keke... then we walk a dist... n there it was...opposite of sum bus stop near the Jamiyah Anak Yatim School... NOt bad la... but it should be eaten fresh from the shop.. bring home not that nice... keke...speaking from experience ok.. but Beach Road's Changi Village Ayam Penyet is still number one for me... Friends!!! we must go there try one day ok??perhaps the next semester break??? y not ya??? keke... then.. we took the bus home... n took some pictures.. nah, enjoy :unfortunately,internet bandwith is slowso be patient
andawait it arrival
for it maybe appealingor appaling
oreven make uvomit blood...
but do be patient and await it arrival as it may bulge ur eyes out like ... like... like wadever tt buldges out ok.. so long..
adios amigos... bole berambus... hehe.. kidding ya!!!
Wednesday, January 03, 2007 M.I.A 10:33:00 pmBeen missing for a few days.. not in the mood and was busy preparing for school today... school has started today... and it started off quite good today... but was kinda sleepier then usual in school today... was obvious as it was quite early...
and guess what, i passed my EwebAPP... one down.. four to go.. well, didnt do exceptionally well... but passing was what i have hoped for... alhamdulilah... now watching a crappy so called murdering story.. full of murder... quite ironic at times... keke.. n yah... i've been envious of those hu are changing their blogs.. pretty stuff they have.. but i just cant be bothered nowadays... haha.. wen i have the time den i change ya... haha.. oklah... i tink tts abt it...dunnoe wat to say animore.. k ... finish... keke...
