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Labels: WHAT SHOULD I FEEL A lot of things have been going through my mind these days. Definitions and perceptions change as time goes by and as time we get older. 10 years back, I have all the positiveness, but as I grow, I see the other side of the world. World is full of deceit and lies. People get cheated and we cheat ourselves everyday. What we have at these moment is not really ours. But, why do we ac as if we actually own them. Even myself, I realized, momentarily, I forget to feel thankful. I take advantage of situations. I lie. But, deep down I know, the person I disappoint most is myself. This is how manipulative humans can be. We know what's right but yet we still do the wrong thing. Then, we place the blame on us being only human and we make mistakes.ok. enough about that.today, i went to my cousin's wedding at WOODLANDS. SESAT YOU! I was with mom and Nuriyn. Bus journey was exceptionally fast today. Tomorrow, planning to go IKEA with mom if all goes well. If mom has the mood, we'll buy something. Perhaps a mirror for my room. I keep going to mom's room to wear my tudung. Its fun going out with mom. I'll get to do stupid stuff in front of her and she'll say I'm crazy. I'm a bit cuckoo!moving on...time is ticking. when are we going out goo-goo dolls. makan makan makan. a 21 year old feast. a realization that we are old. and have somehow succeeded in finding a job even though the pay sucks. but, it is our first job. so its fine. InsyaAllah, Allah will give us ifr not wealth but at least life contentment. AMIN.
Monday, January 15, 2007
Labels: WHAT SHOULD I FEEL SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL LIKE YOU DON'T ACCEPT THE WAY I FEEL... THAT
THE WAY I REACT IS WRONG... THEN HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO REACT... I DON'T
UNDERSTAND WHAT MY FEELINGS ARE FOR...
