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Labels: random its true that in relationships, one has to give in and initiate the reconciliation... but at times we just feel tired of telling him what we think is right, cause most of the time, its treated just as a passing remark...
i don't want to sound as if he made us miserable all our life... cause he did not... but the fact that changes are taking place.. it is such a big challenge to us that sometimes , we hurt each other just to please the other people around us... the matter is, where do you draw the line between choosing us and our friends... we would rather choose our friends and he believes so in spending more times with friends... but at times we feel, we're willing to let go, like we don't actually need, not wanted and not needed for now...
we feel like a leaf, floating on water... not being able to pull ourselves to the shore or even drown... we want to spent time with friends too... but we would like to have each other around too... this complicate things more when there a restriction placed on you...
so how do you make both sides happy? or should you keep yourself happy and end up hurting either sides... which do we choose? or perhaps none and just let everything go?
i don't want my friends to think that i'm making him more important then them but at the same time i don't want him to feel neglected... although he puts on the "i don't mind if you go out with your friends and neglect me" kind of attitude, i know him, that he does feel lonely, or at least that's what i think...
the problem is i don't know what he's actual thinking is.. what and who is actually in his mind right now... and because of his i get jealous if i see the resemblance of her in him... there are so much simillarities between them that sometimes i feel, we don't suit each other cause we have nothing in common...
i sometimes think that she will be the better one, she will be the supportive one and he deserve her than me kind of feeling... and when i question him, he say , " i don't know"...
usually people say i don't know because either they don't want to hurt your feelings by saying yes or they are just plain confused.... should i just leave him to think or invade in his mind... "i don't know"... how does that sound???
