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Labels: should i just walk away now why are things complicated?
at the verge of problems,
temptations come knocking,
so you respond,
or just keep running?
should i keep running with you,
or should i run the opposite way?
you of all people know,
how much this means to me?
i don't swear,
i don't smoke,
don't make me!
sometimes i'm clueless,
sometimes its worthless,
but,
sometimes it just hurts.
but it doesn't matter,
you don't care,
justify your reason,
i'm always unfair.
treated like dirt,
decorated with sarcasm,
like slicing your skin,
it makes me sane.
i know why you lay low,
not wanting to know we're happy,
even sometimes pictures i put here,
bother you.
there's only one reason,
you want to hide something,
cause when people don't know,
its easier to deny it.
tired of lies,
tired of truth,
can i just live the fairy tale,
without you?
the reason i'm drifting away,
cause you forgot to tie my ribbon,
but for some reason,
you were always forgiven.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Labels: random Can i have sunset as the gift,
candlelight dinner by the beach?
a room filled with chocolates?
a bed filled with blooming roses?
someone to spend my day with me,
right up to the very last minute, end? i'm keeping my options open...;), =) , :p
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Labels: hillarious 1. Kalau terjatuh tersepak batu: Jgn terus bangun, sebaliknya anda baring dan terus berguling-guling hingga jauh dari perhatian ramai. Lepas tu baru bangun bila takde orang nampak.
2. Kalau terjatuh basikal: Cepat2 naik basikal anda semula dan jatuhlah lagi sehingga berkali-kali supaya orang ingat anda saje-saje buat lawak.
3. Kalau terjatuh tangga: terus bersilat seolah-olah anda dirasuk atau sedang berlawan dengan makhluk halus.
4. Kalau terjatuh dalam longkang: pungutlah sampah yang ada sambil marah-marah dgn suara yag kuat, pasti orang menyangka anda seorang yang amat prihatin terhadap kebersihan.
5. Kalau jatuh ketika nak naik bas: jeritlah kuat2. "Oi! Apa tolak2 ni?"walaupun tiada orang di belakang anda.
6. Kalau terjatuh di depan bus stop: terus buat-buat pengsan sehingga ada orang membantu anda. Kalau takde, baring terus sampai malam dan takde org lagi kat bus stop tu. Haa... Ni lah masa sesuai utk bangun semula.
7. Kalau jatuh tergelincir kat lantai licin: tarik la kawan (atau sesiapa yg ada kt sebelah anda) untuk jatuh bersama-sama supaya tak lah anda sorang je yang dapat malu.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Labels: sayu Kasih hilang tiada bicara,Setelah cintaku kau puja,Rintihan rindu terus melanda,Redup cahaya hati lara. Bisiklah kiranya aku bersalah,Sedetik tersirat rasa,Kau cipta kasih yang kumiliki,Cintaku jujur selama ini. Carilah aku dalam hatimu,Sayang sebutlah kau rindu,Hanya pintaku,Kasihmu kekal setia,Usah biarku terus terluka. Kasih tercipta,
Carilah ku sayang. Mesra suaramu,Kini berbeza,Gagal sembunyi sedih,Kenangan lalu menusuk jiwa,Manis seindah berganti pedih. Carilah aku dalam hatimu,Sayang sebutlah kau rindu,Hanya pintaku,Kasihmu kekal setia,Usah biarku terus terluka. Pabila bersamamu..debaran,Darah arus mengalir cinta,Lahir selamanya,Berilah kucupan sayang,Biar terukir wajah..kasih tercipta..berilah kucupan sayang,biar terukir wajah,Kasih tercipta. Kasih tercipta..Kini ku,Mengerti..Walau berbisa..Kurela kiranya kau bahagia.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Labels: thought to ponder upon... What is Contentment? Have you ever, at any one time, had the feeling that life is bad, real bad, and you wish you were in another situation?You find life make things difficult for you, work sucks, life sucks,everything seems to go wrong... Read the following story... it may change your views about life:After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is.I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife, 2daughters and the many bills of a household. He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring India after a major setback.He said that right in front of his very eyes he saw an Indian mother chop off her child's right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent 4-year-old child haunted him until today.You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty, had the child's hand been infected?? No, it was done for two simple words---TO BEG! The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to be handicapped so that the child could go out to the streets to beg.Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he was eating half-way. And almost instantly, a flock 5 or 6 children swamped towards this small piece of bread which was covered with sand, robbing bits from one another. The natural reaction of hunger. Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive him to the nearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf of bread he found in the bakeries. The owner was dumbfounded but willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this is less than $0..25 per loaf) and spent another$100 to get daily necessities.Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets. As he distributed the bread and necessities to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few adults, he received cheers and bows from these unfortunate. For the first time in his life he wondered how people can give up their dignity for a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25.He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he is to be able to have a complete body, have a job! , have a family, have the chance to complain what food is nice and what isn't nice, have the chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of him are deprived of... Now I begin to think and feel it, too! Was my life really that bad?Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all... What about you? Maybe the next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one hand to beg on the streets."Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have. "When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been openedfor us.It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that! we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past,you can't goon well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Labels: tea and onion prawn fritters sorry dear friend.for what i asked might have hurt you in some way.a loss may never be replaced.but i'm sure you're stronger and you appreciate more things now.be happy for you still have the way to heaven open for you.for ALLAH test the persons he loves.for he wants them to know he will always be there to hear their plea.for this world is to test our loyalty.to show if we are vulnerable to its unnecessary.the world is not eternity.beauty beyond imagination & promises of tranquility.after life in heaven is what we really need to keep.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Labels: disheartened 
fickle-minded I am. before I had this Operating System Concepts for Windows XP book, I was bugging Farhan to pass it to me for I need to do my research journal. But now that I have it, I lost the spark to work on it. What's wrong? I swear I don't know.Food seems to have faded from my list of comfort. In fact, looking at it makes me feel tired. I'm really out of mood today. And I feel extremely lonely from time to time. What's wrong? I don't know. Let's leave it to here then.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Labels: in denial ever felt so frustrated that your lungs just want to explode?ever felt so hard to breathe that you thought you'd die the next minute? is it all because :
they don't listen when you are thinking for them.they always think for themselves before they think for you. don't it all just break your heart into a million pieces. when they do mistakes that actually put you down.they expectyou to understand.and blames nature for it.you try to believe and when you actually do.they no longer seek your attention as they use to. you want to be happy.deep down you know its impossible.you tried so hard to rekindle the fire.but the pouring rain keeps putting it off.are you just so dumb to be setting fire in the pouring rain.or isn't it just obvious that you're trying to do the impossible? words end with this.something that's lame.and something that i got from my cousin's msn nick. lame:if water comes from rain,where does rain come from? nick:how could you break my f*****g heart
&still say you love me? have fun figuring out the lame joke!toodles!!!
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Labels: fun Irwan, I tried sending you by mail,but cannot send.File too big.Keke..Take the pictures from here ok??? At My House! My House! My House! My House!
To Aishah House! The one in Green is Aishah!Camera-Woman for the day!
Off to Ain's House.Now Irwan don't have ready.Aiyoyo.If not can take "Wedding Pictures" in Ain's Room!PINK!!!
At Fitri HOuse...The Number got smaller.*sobs sobs*Funny things happened here.*hints hints* to Salwa!keke...=p
We headed to Syahidah's house.Fitri drove us.But I wonder why we never take picture.Nasry is more than a handful!!!Fully exhausted.Plus++++Sorry for the late update!Busy, busy,busy! Project judging is just around the corner.Can we make it Zil & Sharon???
