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LIKE A NATURAL WOMAN.....
that is just so random. Current emotion: Feeling super pissed. a week left till hell breaks loose. I have yet to study for quiz and be prepared for interview next monday!!! that day couldn't have been better!!!
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Labels: serious Saturday Morning. Had the usual GYM session. It was fun.
Saturday night. Had dinner with Sis and family. Mom didn't want to follow. Reason :"Malas lah aku". hehe... but... she wanted to use her vouchers to get the Korean CDs as this weeks is its last week. So funny my mom.
So this was what I ate at Mr Teh Tarik. Its not bad. But the Butter Squid, so SEDAP!!!! I'm so going to bring you honey to eat here for our special day. ;)
Sunday was hectic. I did what I could do from my lost Flash Program. It very heart wrenching. All that hard work and lost. Don't ask me how it happened. I'll just start pulling my hairs out. Seriously, I am that stressed. This coming Chinese New Year, I'm going to spend it wisely. Just 2 more weeks to Presentation week and my brain has already felt its pressure. I have a lot going on this weekend too. Gym, NTU seminar plus Teaching Career Seminar which I think will be my choice after I graduate. Read "I THINK!".
Yesterday, honey came over with friends to study at TP Library. Had lunch at SriSun. His friends were hillarious. I think they must have been shocked to hear me laugh after much conservative days I've spent with them. After tha was lessons and I stayed back in school to complete another Flash animation of mine. 3 down 7 to go!
So now, I'm off to finish staring at codes pertaining on how to create a Chart in Java. Let's squeeze our brain juices out!!!
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Labels: exagerration of art I'm so super delighted and motivated now for I have PASSED my CGPROG LABTEST! PASS!!!!
So I'm off to attend to my projects! Love you all! And fitri AINI, if you happen to read this, Jurong SWIM is CANCELLED! Its gym instead. CALL ME OK!!!
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Labels: lovely Labels: happy happy mood Labels: project-ing Labels: dots Labels: random Labels: we're still like rock Labels: been late Labels: stressed first and fore most...
HAPPY 53RD BIRTHDAY DEAREST MOM!
Since mom being camera shy and everything. She didn't want her picture to be posted tudung-less. Private-Property You! haha... Anyway, after those freaky stuff mom told me, after pondering it makes actual sense. We should always remember that death can happen almost anytime. NO! I'm not emo-ing. Just that its a fact we have to face to remind us not to stray from our purpose in life. I cried instantaneously. All of this are sensitive stuff when its subjective to the people I care about. But its inevitable.Before I went out this is what happen. When I went to bath, he was still sound asleep so I closed the door and when I finished. This boy was sitting on the bed carving such a sweet smile to me. That look was priceless. Darn, I didn't have my phone with me to snap that "sweet-sweet" smile. 
Then, when I was on my way out to school. Mom asked him to come by the window to send me off. But, he ignored me and looked outside! Naughty boy!
Anyway. today started late. I had a CEN forum in the noon. It was those usual "waste-my-time-waste-your-time" talk. Its very redundant. Plus, this year CEN students are very LOUD people. In terms of verbally and physically. And they keep complaining about EWEBAPP and PBL. Seriously honey, if you hate PBL, you've just picked the wrong course.
After the forum, with Khai, headed to City Hall. He's meeting Meera while me that handsome man! Keke. Met him at Tampines Control Station. He came all the way from Dover to pick me up. Sungguh sweet-kan! Aww-ness!
I played Diner Dash "all-time-favourite-game" on his PSP. I managed to complete a level while he fell asleep beside me upon exhaustion of studying for exams. All the best for your two o'clock paper dear!
Upon reaching City Hall, we headed down to Marina Square "Centrestage" Level 3 Food Court for that usual Bawal Penyet that I LOVE. For him, he tried something new. Some Grilled Fish set. The sauce tasted like satay flavoured marinated sauce.
I don't know why, but I laugh at myself looking at how i look in this picture. Like I just receive a proposal like that!
Honey, I really wish, down the road, I'll be the one making keropok for you everyday!
*glad-glad-glad*
After collecting mom's cake. We headed off home. Short and Sweet meet. But, I love it so much!
After uploading this picture. I notice something. Don't focus on me. Look at that boy in white in the background. Enlarge the picture to see the time. You'll know what I mean!
Look at that Handsome Man.
To dearest friend, Fitri!!!! Good Luck for your paper!!!!
.Love. .Love. .Love.Off to my task!!!
HELLO HELLO! 1:16:00 amHow does it look? Too pink? I don't know. Ever since that $20 cardigan, I've been so obsessed with pink. I know. I should be doing my work and not blogging here. But blogging releases all that toxic stress that has been polluting my mind from staring at that JAVA program and actually finding a solution which seems impossible.
I think I'm just not very driven. Or should I say not knowledgeable enough. Or my internal memory is just running LOW. Sometimes, I have this piece of idea that is in my mind but I'm not able to put it out in words. Is there a malfunction somewhere?
CAOS Lesson was as usual a waste. I believe I could perform better outside class. It must be that muddy atmosphere in class. Thank God there's Khairul to motivate me to do work. If not, GONE CASE, I also will be sitting down and doing nothing. Passengers are REALLY HARD TO DEAL WITH!
In approximately 14 hours, I will be in Marina Square with him to collect that 3-in-1 Birthday Cake for MOM (23rd January), SIS(4th February), and ABANG(7th February). When it comes to this, I still don't understand why my birthday is way off to the end of the year. My mom's conceptual thinking was "You could have been a fully developed 1988 Dragon year baby. But my specialist wanted to go on a holiday during the month of January thus I had to deliver you earlier." My response was "Serious???" (Just like that tone of the nurse when we watch the crime watch video during NETSEC lecture).
But, thank god, I'm well, alive and whining.
P.S: Enjoy the video!
Tuesday, January 22, 2008 *HYPER MODE* 1:12:00 am"aku sumpah aku ngantuk"
LOL. I'm so ting tong bell now that I'm starting to spout nonsense to Khairul in MSN. "kau lah temanku malam-malam"... erm sounds so the "lain" macam... haha... . weeeeee...
This is what happens when I'm so sleepy but still need to do work. My best friend entertain me with "TRANCE" plus... that one no need to know ok. :p
Poor thing hubby tomorrow morning have MATHS paper. May the force be with you. Good Luck Sayang.
Plus, guess what? We need to re-finalize our report. When will this ever end?
REPORT REPORT REPORT!
"Biler nak GAME!!!"
Anyway, I'm so random that I need to know anyone who has knowledge of JAVA.
DO YOU KNOW HOW TO EXTRACT DATA FROM AN ARRAY & HOW TO SEPARATE RANDOM NUMBER GENERATOR OUTPUT VALUES INTO DIFFERENT TEXTBOX?
If anyone of you know, PUT YOUR HANDS UP! LOL! No, for real, inform me by mail at herlyn_diaz@hotmail.com. Your kind help shall be showered with kindness back. PEACE!
Come On Guys, Let's Chiong!
P.S: I LOVE YOU Muhammad Irwan Bin Ibrahim...
Saturday, January 19, 2008 things are better left unspoken 4:19:00 pmwe learn to be the best we can be. but, at some point in life, things we learn just doesn't prepare us for what is really in store in the real world.
Career Seminars have been engulfing my mind. I still don't know. NTU or Teaching?
Let speak about pros and cons.
NTU Pros
- better job prospects
- better salary
- higher level of confidence
- more skill
NTU Cons
- more studying
- harder stuff to learn
- more stress
- chances of going mad
Teaching Pros
- good promising salary
- benefits
- holidays
Teaching Cons
- Stress relative having so many dependants
- NO confidence
- level of failure very high
So you see, I'm that indecisive. Career path's is just like deciding where your life is going to lead to. Its the ultimate decision that even exams never thought you about. So this is what they call, a turning point. Do i have what it takes?
Anyway, gym session was uplifting. Fetch his mum from Tamp Poly, and off home. Tried to sleep but to no avail. so here I am. typing away. staring at that untyped NETSEC questions. maybe I'll do that after I finish figuring out how to make a GANTT chart on java. anyone have any idea???
After all that stress from projects. work. And hear this : "MY CCOM INTERVIEW IS ON 4TH FEBRUARY AT 1PM".
Soooo TAKUTTT!!!!!
Stress to the MAX!
Kalau fail, CHOY!!!
hahaha.... still contemplating about that talk this Saturday. Should I go with you guys to the open house? I have swimming dates and will be in the area of Jurong. WHY NOT : After swimming, head down to the open house then to that seminar? Achievable or too ambitious?
P.S: No pictures. Mentally Retardedly forgot. LOLA!
Thursday, January 17, 2008 reeking with crap 12:23:00 amI'm sleepy, wake me up.
He's sleepy, let him sleep.
Issues with him.
One can never can enough sleep.
Should I change the brand?
Or should I add preservatives.
This is not meant to be understood.
If only I had the answer.
I think I need to puasa sunat ready.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 Meaningful 12:43:00 amI have been meaning to update recent events but time had other plans for me. its jam-packed with projects and projects plus Projects. I have a game, working GUI and 5 flash projects to complete. Nope, its no group thing. Its officially individual work. Pictures to accompany this post.
Adek peacefully sleeping on Friday morning. Sooo Cantik!
Look what I found at a void deck. A child was practically thrown off. Goodness. Kids nowadays.
Saturday
One dreadful stoopid day! I woke up at 5 to get ready for NAPFA. Reached Early but guess what, they delayed registration up to 8.30 when we were ask to be there by 7! Kental ok!
And I failed my 2.4km by 1 minute!!! Imagine how boxed I feel now. Retaking??? Still under consideration.
My Tag Number = My Weight now!
Co-incidence!
Some friends I made. Thank god they were nice people.
Siti Nur Aishah was very much friendly.
She even offered to keep in touch.
Terharu I!!!
After all that running, and making my friends wait, I finally reach McD's at 1.30pm.(READ!!!)
I seriously considering that re-test ok? After that we headed to PASIR RIS! The details of the events should be around azizun's blog so I don't want to be redundant. I'll just show pictures ok?
Try and guess where the above picture is?
Some be-U-tiful scenery I enjoyed.
The new drainage system at the connector was some-what weird. It had a big black bag across the drain. Filter I suppose. I like the water effect it made on water passing through. LooK!
Nope. Not Bedok Resevoir! Not twice in a day! kekeke...
After all the walk to downtown east bust top. And I received that be-U-tiful gift from bestie, we went seperate ways. I reached my stop and guess what?
Look at what I have to go through now!
They did away with the traffic light and along comes the three storey over-head bridge yang simply ingin mematahkan kaki after a long day of walking! Pengsan Oi!
See that present. Actually it was covered with sweets and chocolate but erm... it sort of disappeared to a digestive system. keke... I LOVE IT! ILY!
There shall be no mention of you. Its no "you" day today. Just for the record, Cry-Rihanna rings in my ears now. *smile like there's no tomorrow* :)
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 bring me back to my roots. 10:20:00 am
Wednesday, January 09, 2008 Pics to Post 10:51:00 am
So much has happened over the pass three weeks pertaining to endurance of pain. Cuts on the toes and dripping blood. Watch an end-of-last year movie "National Treasure" + "AVP2" . Truthfully, its worth seeing. Although I'm not really a fan of Aliens! It was a "late-night" movie I'll never forget! I felt like puking after it. It just too weird for my mind to handle.
Moving on, every since school started, there were contemplations on whether to go for D&D or just have our own night out. I mean, not that I will dance with a tudung ON. So improper right? Therefore mates, let us put our heads together to finish our projects and bother about Dinner & Dance way later.
Open house this Thursday. Should I leave my lessons for SEAL points or it just ain't worth it?
I have yet to write Testimonial about myself. It is to say how very much" involved" I'm NOT in school events. I'm starting to worry whether this will affect my standing to join a local you. Well, its no use regretting. This is just the world requirement. I have to work on after-death requirements now! I'm already OLD!!
Note to self : CPROG LAB Test Tomorrow!
Tuesday, January 08, 2008 busy,busy,busy 10:06:00 amI've been meaning to update this blog from last Friday... but ... I was super busy la I tell you. Ever since school started, the stress is accumulating. Five weeks left to exam and I have a lot and I mean A LOT TO DO!
Things to do before exam: - teaching MM & VRMM by 08th Jan
- study for Lab Test on 10th Jan
- NAPFA on 12th Jan
- complete CV and Resume by 18th Jan
- making 4 more flash animations for NETSEC in 4 weeks
- completing model & full game program for CPROG by4 weeks
- completing CAOS project by 4 weeks
- study for exams for the remaining time
- Thinking should I go D&D on 27th March
I so want to put pictures but shall do it some other time cause my phone is being charged in the room and I have to attend to my babies at home. Stress banget!
