Friday, February 29, 2008
this marks the end
2:58:00 am After all projects sessions, squabbles, frustration and being unsure of what's next to do with it. I am finally done with all exams and projects. Pray hard that I don't take supplementary paper and also re-take my MP ok?
Although in that busy tight schedule, this dude down here never seem to be able to sit and give me peace and quiet. He's mischievous and dancing antics brought me stress as well as comfort. He's just one piece of curly-chocolate that I wish to bite for he is chewy!!! But, I have bad news for you, zie especially, his curly locks are gone. all that's left are some hedges. haha.

So, last saturday, had to accompany choir boy to Bukit Timah to GET HIS MEASUREMENTS.
All damn thanks to that incorrigible educator who won't let him go off when the tailor sent a representative to get the members measurements. It is really silly. For saving his five minutes of talking, he wasted 4 hours of our time trying to get to the freaking shop. If i be an educator, I hope I wouldn't be so petty just over 5 minutes.
Anyways, after the measurements were done, we went to Al-Ameen to eat. While scanning the menu, Choir Boy stumbled upon a hillarious discovery.
READ:

FRY ICE CREAM???

We laughed like mad. I think it somehow affected that mood to study. tee-hee...
We took 961, back to Woodlands Interchange. Something shocking and funny happened will I shan't mention to avoid embarrassment or for some, guilt.
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I was sick down with fever and this boy kept polluting my face with his saliva. In the end, I got lucky. Their mom brought them out. To cut his hair. Enjoy it while it lasts.

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Finally, we got through the last paper. I am so thankful. It was a moderate paper where some questions were hard to answer but I thought, just give it a shot. It might just be the right answer.
So the gang headed down to Esplanade. Haven't been there since like forever.
So we ate a LJS and sat and talked by the beach.
Then we were approached by strange people.
you might just see me on tv one of these days. perhaps next sunday on P.G?
Anyway, the view was captivating. I'd love to go to esplanade soon and Star-gaze again.

Concentrate! Concentrate!

What's with the nga2-ing?

So we finally decided to go off around 9+.
We are good kids ok?
HAHA.
Took a quickie. SMILES.
Took the train home.
P.S : Wan, everything that I said the night before, I don't mean it.
I'm sorry. It was only out of frustration. Will you forgive me again?
Labels: finallyfree
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
the reason ~
2:06:00 am Girl: do i ever cross in ur mind?
Boy: no.
Girl: do u like me?
Boy: not really.
Girl: do u want me?
Boy: no.
Girl: would u cry if i left?
Boy: no.
Girl: would u live for me?
Boy: no.
Girl: would u do anything for me?
Boy: no.
Girl: choose-- me or ur life?
Boy: my life.
The girl runs away in shock and pain
and the boy runs after her
then says...
The reason u never cross in my mind is
because u're always on my mind..
The reason why i don't like u is
because i love u..
The reason why i don't want u is
because i need u..
The reason i wouldn't cry if u left is
because i would die if u left..
The reason i wouldn't live for u is
because i would die for u..
The reason why i'm not willing to do
anything for u is
because i would do everything for u..
and
The reason i choose my life is
because
YOU ARE MY LIFE..
~for posting this is that, its loads of bulls...
Labels: the reason
Friday, February 22, 2008
busyness
7:57:00 pm That dinner at Food Culture. I was too tired or else too engrossed with CAOS project, not having any mood too eat. Yeah. But, I end up eating two plates of rice in the middle of the night. See what stress can lead you to? I was worried sick. Of course, supposedly last project of the last!

Had early dinner with the GANG at Mr Teh Tarik.
Nasi Ayam Black Pepper.
You should have seen Farhan's face.
So WET!

Even Shalyn had 2 cups of bandung.
They couldn't take the spiciness.

On the way to interchange. Too study.
Supposedly for them.
See the look on that boy's face?
Like posing gitu!

But look at what they ended up doing in the end.
Play Taitee.

Ice Jelly Treat by Haidhir.
Untung KAU!!!
kekeke..
:D

Then LONG JOHN with WANI!
Playing Flying Fingers on his mobile.
While he made his usual trip to LEVEL 3 Century Square.

So for now, this is all I have. I'll be a little busy up until next WEDNESDAY.
SO KAWAN2KU, what's the plan after exam?
ROB THE BANK???
hahaha...
weeeeee~!!!!!
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Do we need to draw the line?
11:41:00 am What is it like to be caught in the middle?
How do we distinguish between relationships and professionalism?
Do we disregard emotions and become a self-centered person?
Which path do we take if we really want to help someone?
In the lines of professionalism, once you don't keep up, you'll be kicked out.
That is the reality of this cruel world.
So now, how do we really help someone to become a better person?
Abandoned our emotions and strive for own success?
Succeed together and fall back at the same vulnerable line that you were put into?
For how long can someone do this?
For how long can we actually stand this emotional madness?
The push and pull of emotional strings that leaves you delirious?
If you were really to abandoned someone in the line of work,
would you be considered selfish?
Or would you consider it justifiable?
It all depends on how you really first handle a similar account of event in your past.
Is there a way to be selfish but NOT be selfish?
Labels: thought to ponder upon...
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Paid In Full
4:40:00 am A young man was getting ready to graduate college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer’s showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted.
As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had
purchased the car. On the morning of his graduation his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautiful wrapped gift box.
Curious, but somewhat disappointed the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Holy Qur’an.
Angrily, he raised his voice at his father and said:
“With all your money you give me a Holy book?” and stormed out of the house, leaving the holy book. He never contacted his father again for long-long time.
Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a
Very beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He had not seen him since that graduation day.
Before he could make arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He needed to come home immediately and take care of all things left.
When he arrived at his father’s house, sudden sadness and regret filled his heart. He began to search his father’s important papers and saw the still new Holy Qur’an, just as he had left it years ago. With tears, he opened the Holy Qur’an and began to turn the pages. As he Read those words, a car key dropped from an envelope taped behind the Holy Qur’an. It had a tag with the dealer’sname, the same dealer who had the sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation, and the words PAID IN FULL.
How many times do we miss GOD blessings because they are not packaged as we expected?
P.S: To all those whom helped me and I forgot to say Thank You. Thank You to all of you. All of you are Allah's blessing to me. Alhamdulillah. Syukur!
Labels: oblivious
Saturday, February 16, 2008
glorified absence
3:03:00 am 
It just won't work. It appeared flat in Torque.
Still not done? I know. It frustrates me too.
Today, perhaps I was wrong that I slept late to work on that game.
Next time I should just sit at a corner,
and wait for the world to change,
when its realized the last minute.
Who's to blame?
I believe I never wronged or hurt.
All I did was to save my own ass.
If I were more selfish,
I'd say,
Go and see the judge.
Sneak Peek of What It Looks Like:

That's all you get to see Syaheed! :p
Labels: i don't owe you a living
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
hottie
12:34:00 pm 
He is such a hottie!
Ooooo...
Melt Melt Melt...
Lee Dong Wook is the name honey!
Labels: cuteness
Monday, February 11, 2008
Little Baby Adek
1:06:00 am He's more than just a handful.
At times, he kind of multiplies!!!
PENGSAN O!

Labels: cuteness
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Baa Baa Baa
12:06:00 pm I was there in three forms?
Anyway, I was reminded of Ain's Secondary School Rhyme.
It sings to the tune Baa Baa Black Sheep.
Try it yourself!
So FUNNY!!!
Baa Baa Kambing Hitam,
Kau ada bulu?
Ye Tuan! Ye Tuan!
Tiga beg penuh.
Satu untuk Tuan,
dan satu untuk Puan,
lagi satu beg untuk budak di tepi jalan
Labels: random
and i seek attention from whom i cherish
1:00:00 am 
We humans tend to maunder our minds to the unnecessary.
I admit that I do find myself doing something else than what was planned.
Is it called lack of discipline?
Or do we really actually lack faith and understanding?
Some of the people I meet, across their lives tend to take things too lightly.
Or am I the one whose taking things too hard?
Well, I believe, even the most pious person have limits to their patience.
No one is perfect.
And this world is definitely not perfect.
If it were to be a perfect world, there's no longer the meaning of purpose in life.
That's why we need to prove to society, that our race is not disappointing as almost all the tabloids claim this days.
Yes.
It's very disappointing to see our fellow youths.
Led astray.
And I question myself.
I also feel ashamed.
For not being able to bring them out of that ridiculous cycle.
For not being strong and willful enough.
So who should we blame for this chaos that has shadowed itself above us.
Who do we blame when we are sterotyped?
Who else but ourselves?
For indirectly, we contribute ourselves to fellow juveniles.
Because we failed to reach out.
Everything takes initiative.
Even Crime.
So if robbers can succesfully plan robbery,
why can't we come up with a plan save them from being robbers?
Get the link?
Labels: random
Friday, February 08, 2008
Expectations or just too much?
11:46:00 pm Do you expect someone to be there everytime you're sad, stressed or troubled?
Event though if that person has no idea what to do to comfort you?
Does one miss call define your care for someone?
Does crying in front of you disturbs you or irks you?
How do you depict the picture above?
I'll expect you to watch over when I'm sleeping???
You'll expect me to be there every time you're down...
But I was never? Or were you hardly there???
A little too much???
Then, tell me what's not enough...
Define the meaning of expectations.
You decide.
It doesn't hurt to endure the attitude cause we know we're not angry. We're just frustrated. I think I've been reasonable enough. The time you have now should be spent with me. Not with that four sided thing that you've face every hour of this holiday! LoL...
Labels: random
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
it's more than just what it seems...
5:00:00 pm While people were busy getting ready for Chinese New Year.
Spring Cleaning.
Getting Ready For Reunion.
We were caught at :
MaRina SquaRe.
Seoul Garden Anniversary LUNCH.
We reach there at 11.50 am.
COOK COOK COOK AWAY!!!

Concentrating on the FooD.


We ate countless plates of marinated
(tom yum, coffee, teriyaki, schzechuan, curry, bulgogi, etc)
chicken,
green spinach noodle,
beef,
fish balls,
crab meat,
chihuahua,
three clams,
three prawns,
squid meat,
prawn meat,
one mussels,
and a liter of soup.
Not to forget:
Three bowls of Ice Cream.
(Yam, Mango, Chocolate, Strawberry, Chocolate Mint)
The Mint was pretty strong.
Plus I tried the Korean Kimchi : Shocking Taste.
It just too preserved perhaps?
Somebody had to mis-pronounce or mis-concept a malay word.
Kedian = the new "Kemudian".
I really enjoyed today.
Practically, 3 hours of eating.
Who wouldn't???


The closing ceremony
and the usual "visit" to somewhere on Level 3.
You know, I know sayang.
Keke...
Like the following pictures says so.


We parted with one last picture.
A picture added to our memory.

Yesterdays plus last few days pictures...
I had seafood with siblings on tuesday.
Butter sotong, Chilli crab, kailan, lemon chicken at Teh Tarik.
Friends. LEt's eat there one day.
Affordable and Deeply Tasty.
PLUS.
Its just ten minute walk from my house.






Teh "TARIK"

Labels: kedian
Monday, February 04, 2008
blunder
11:05:00 pm yes, i've committed a blunder. EEmah, this answers your question for my CCOM interview. I was so engrossed in talking that I totally forgot to utilize my PORTFOLIO!
I'm so pissed I could bite my ears.... OK la.. bye!!!!
Friday, February 01, 2008
Wet Wet Wet
10:26:00 pm I was so drenched today. Like I was literally pushed into the swimming pool and dried only at half side of my body. It was so touching to have one man waiting for me at the bus stop with an extremely big umbrella. Plus he offered a change of clothing. He is
" sungguh " the sweet!!!
Tomorrow will be NTU talk and Sunday will be MOE
"Teaching as a Career Seminar". Plus interview coming this Monday. Fear Fear Fear!!!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!!
SO GYM WILL BE CANCELLED TOMORROW!!!!
Labels: busy