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Saturday, October 24, 2009
Labels: confused I am delighted with your presence,
Thankful for your existence.
However, don't waiver my faith,
For I can never resist it.
I don't want to pull you down.
But, I can never push away your touch.
Help me with this please.
I feel so torn apart.
Dad will be back from China tomorrow. Somehow the house seems quieter without him. Which is so weird. Anyway, had a session of swimming with the kids today. It was fun yet tiring. Mac Donalds was the kids choice. An inevitable one. As you know, kids and their determination. They will not falter their decision.
However, we as adults are not as decisive as kids are. We tend to take a long time to decide what to eat. Why? I can't explain why? At times, there are a whole lot of things that you want to eat at one time but at other times there is simply nothing that comes to your mind. At times, when ordering people to buy, it frustrates you even more when that person ask you what you should buy, when you can't decide? In the end you end up with no mood to eat. The irony of food. It can bring you together but can also set you apart.
I'll continue my binge routine on chocolates now. Cadbury Chocolate Duo...
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Dearest Friend & Cousin, Labels: stand by you
I hope whatever you both are going through,
Please know that
I'll stand by you...
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Thanks to Amira from Singapore Idol; I've found this song much hypnotic.
Music; You don't need to understand the language to understand what its about.
Anyway, I feel old ready. Especially after the gym session in the morning making me feel so sore all over right now. Yes; I've come to terms that turning 22 is just 2 months away. And I'll still feel I haven't done much good in my life. As though, I've wasted that 22 years of my life. Everytime I think about this, I'll say to myself : "Siti, you have to change what you are; you are not doing any good; To everyone." I admit that my 'time' with religion hasn't been well, very much. I know I'm not doing enough. Five time prayers a day and half an hour of lunch time reading the Al-Quran is not enough. I know I have to do more. But,I just wouldn't budge. Are we just too comfortable with ourselves? Am I just another ignorant person? Or is this just a phase in life I have to go through and have a hard fall before I realize all the time I have wasted? I need someone to guide me. Please someone. If you could be kind enough to give me a little push and to also make sure your words does not fall on deaf ears.
Ya Allah, give me your guidance.
