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Labels: confused I am delighted with your presence,
Thankful for your existence.
However, don't waiver my faith,
For I can never resist it.
I don't want to pull you down.
But, I can never push away your touch.
Help me with this please.
I feel so torn apart.
Dad will be back from China tomorrow. Somehow the house seems quieter without him. Which is so weird. Anyway, had a session of swimming with the kids today. It was fun yet tiring. Mac Donalds was the kids choice. An inevitable one. As you know, kids and their determination. They will not falter their decision.
However, we as adults are not as decisive as kids are. We tend to take a long time to decide what to eat. Why? I can't explain why? At times, there are a whole lot of things that you want to eat at one time but at other times there is simply nothing that comes to your mind. At times, when ordering people to buy, it frustrates you even more when that person ask you what you should buy, when you can't decide? In the end you end up with no mood to eat. The irony of food. It can bring you together but can also set you apart.
I'll continue my binge routine on chocolates now. Cadbury Chocolate Duo...
Friday, September 12, 2008
Labels: confused it has been a long a tiring journey of hell... especially when you're not able to fast and you're working... you feel much more hungrier then ever... then there's the time to abstinate yourself from "looking" around at other people... several heart melting moments... that is definitely not advisable during fasting month... but can't help it... it is irresistable...
for the past two weeks... it has been a busy never ending work day... there seems so much to do that just thinking of it makes you want to run... having two bosses is not a good choice in life... but if i ever join teaching, will it help to lighten the weight or worsen it more...
there were much contemplation going on... needless to say... i don't even get what I'm writing now... i like it this way... i can survive a month... even more than that... its as though it doesn't exist anymore... i feel like ending it... but i fear for the worse... but there's no way to run... you have to face it... its mixed like blue and green... it becomes yellow, but its unseen...
my stomach have been giving me some problems... any way, "pee" in tamil means shit.... haha.... random eh.... but most random was last night, when little Nasry was about to sleep then he suddenly blurts out, "yes sir!"... i laughed to sleep thinking about it...
Ramadan days are decreasing and I better use the last 18 days to good use.... friends, do inform me for this coming 8 days when will you all be free??? cause the last ten days will be filled with terawih-ing... buka at where har??? book me!!! book me!!! while stocks last.... hahaha... :p
